Hey,
I know I said I'll keep writing, and I'm very sorry I don't. My life is a mess right now. I don't know how much longer I can to this. I would like to scream and cry really loud until I can't anymore, but I can't allow myself to do that.
To be honest, I can't take it anymore, and I'm afraid that I'll fall back into old patterns that I can't get out of. If I slip again I won't make it anymore, this will be the end of me. I no longer have the strength to fight my way back up alone.
I've gotten to a point where I don't know what to do anymore. Every day I ask myself the question of what is actually still worth fighting for when in the end I'm still all alone. I just simply can't do it anymore, not alone.
I'm so scared that I won't be able to do it all. Constantly being alone and struggling without having someone to be there for me. And maybe it's my own fault that I'm alone but it's just so hard to get out of bed. I'm really sorry.
I just wish I had someone to hug me and tell me I can do this and that I'm not alone.
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Marvel Women Oneshots
عشوائيjust a couple of Marvel Women One Shots. My first language is German, so I hope I don't write too badly. Mostly: °Natasha Romanoff °Wanda Maximoff °Yelena Belova °Maria Hill °Carol Danvers
