healing- jamie campbell bower

part1

Ellie's pov
I woke up at 6am, it is kinda rainy today so i decided to do nothing all day and then go somewhere in evening . I was thinking about some party which  was happening tonight but i wasn't sure if i was ready to go. I texted Layla:

heyy Lay, do you want to go to the party with me?

Hi El, ofc where and when

Ok i'll send u the info on instagram :)

I felt kinda proud of myself finally going somewhere and doing something, but i still wasn't sure if i could handle all the people there. I was telling myself as i was preparing some breakfast. I was really struggling last few weeks, I don't want to recover i just needed to eat something so i didn't pass out. I sat down to eat but my brain keeps telling me not to, i really wanted to i was really hungry, i said to myself as i stood up from the table and throw the breakfast into a bin. I felt bad and good at the same time, but at least i would look good at the party.  LATER THAT DAY it's already 5pm the party starts at 7pm, i had two hours to get ready, i started to pick some clothes and i finally chose some shorts and a cropped t shirt. I really wasn't thinking about what i was wearing but how i looked in that. I curled my hair and did some makeup since my eyes were lil puffy. Layla picked me up and we headed straight to the party, i wonder who will sing tonight. We arrived after 30 minutes, i could already tell that there was a lot of people, we sat down with Layla, we ordered some drinks. "Hey El i have to use the bathroom." i nodded. As she left some brown haired guys sat down next to me, i wasn't really in the mood of speaking to someone new, he also looked like that. He said nothing and just like that he put his hand on my thigh, i was really uncomfortable, he moved his hand as some blond guy pushed him to the ground, he asked: "Hey um- are you ok? Do you want me to call an ambulance or something?" "No thanks" i said as my head was full of guilt that if i wasn't here it wouldn't happened, if i wasn't wearing this he wouldn't do it. I stormed out of the party, i texted Layla that i wasn't feeling my best so i just went home, she was in the bathroom for the whole time this happened, it was like 20 minutes. I didn't really mind leaving. I was walking alone in the city thinking about my life and things and more, i felt like someone was watching me the whole time but i was in the centre of London, so i wasn't looking behind me, until he tapped on my shoulder. "Um hey," he said, it was the same guy from the club who kinda saved me, "Hey" i said back "are you ok,? i saw you were kinda shocked i just wanted to check up on you" i was shocked right now, he was literally following me the whole time, i was just full of voices in my head i couldn't really understand what he was saying i just stood there until my vision went all black.

jamie's pov
She passed out, i took her into my arms and took her to my car and wanted to drive her to the hospital, she woke up on the way there. "HEY WTF WHERE ARE WE GOING " she screamed and i pulled over and stopped the car. "Hey ur awake, you passed out so i was driving you to the hospital an-" she cutted me off by saying: "yeah u don't want to go to the hospital just take me to my house i'll be fine" "no i'm not going to leave you alone, okay i won't take you to the hospital but you'll stay at mine for the night ok?"

Ellie's pov
"well it looks like you won't drive me or let me stay at my house so ok" i said as he started driving us to his house.