Diary of a Sidechick

January 1st

Wives and girlfriends call women like me whores. No one chooses who they fall in love with and no one wakes up in the morning deciding today is the day I will become someones sidechick. No one plans to fall in love with a man who is taken. No one. Definitely not me. I am Mariah Greenfield. Currently a registered nurse at an amazing hospital making $68,000/yearly. No children, three bedroom home which I am buying. Member of Alpha Rho Phi Sorority. Though that may sound accomplished for a twenty-six year old African American woman I forgot to mention.... I am a sidechick. Yes, I said it I am not like other women in denial who will just say "oh no he's just my friend". Hell no, the man I am in love with that is taken is not my friend actually he's my ex but we broke up after we graduated high school, different colleges hundreds of miles away it wouldn't have worked. My feelings for him were always very strong but I didn't realize I still loved him until I landed a job at the same hospital as him two years ago. He's a pharmacist and I see him everyday at work but to add more fuel to the fire his woman, his girlfriend, that bitch, also works there as a pediatrician. The rules at any job are simple no public display of affection but every chance that bitch gets she wants to hug him, kiss him and all kind of other shit to rub it in my face because she also went to the same high school as us and she knows me and him once dated. That's the problem with wives and girlfriends they want to pick and flaunt towards a woman that has any type of past history with their man. Silly them they don't know how funny it is to sidechicks when a woman kisses her man in the mouth and he's been licking his sidechick front to back. Sometimes I just wanna ask.. Bitch how do I taste? Or if she says she loves him. Now that's hilarious obviously you don't love him enough, to satisfy him so that he won't keep coming back to me. I know I may sound like a whore to some but I'm just being honest.