FANFICTION When it just happens

Chapter 9 I love you so!

Nat's POV

I can hardly believe everything that has happened in the last 24 hours.

Just yesterday my insides were hurting so bad.

The longing just didn't seem bearable anymore.

And the hope crushed me rather than giving me the strength to continue to stay by Max's side.

Since I finally had to admit to myself that I feel more for my Pi than just friendly partnership, the nights torment me so.

In my dreams we are still in our roles in CutiePie

Khondiao and Yi finally found each other.

And that scene where Yi finally confessed to me that he loves me made my heart escalate so loudly.

That he loves Khondiao.

That his played character loves mine.

I know it is just the role.

But that moment opened the door to my floods.

So much so that I couldn't manage normal breathing even after filming.

That kiss.

His lips.

His body on mine.

His hands.

We've had scenes where we got closer in Y-Destiny, but this time was different.

It felt so real.

I lost all sense of time and space.

It was just Max and me.

And the loud pounding of my heart.

And how everyone reacted to our intimate scenes.

We were so authentic and made hearts beat faster.

Yes, I can only say of myself that CutiePie made my heart finally swell.

And at the latest after episode 10, this life-changing episode.

At the latest after these touches.

This closeness.

His taste and his scent.

I belong only to him.

Since then I belong only to him.

And in my dreams I show him exactly that I am only his.

My Pi has also become much more affectionate since the shooting.

We are close and connected.

Yes, I know that.

But Max is just very professional and I notice exactly that his behavior in front of the camera is different.

He is always caring and attentive to me.

But my heart feels exactly that there is nothing more on his part.

I am always the one who melts uncontrollably.

He remains cool.

Always the cool Pi Max.

Until yesterday, when I couldn't take the pain anymore and finally made the decision to break away.

Hoping to finally see more clearly, I decided to let someone else get close to me.

And I succeeded quite well.