High with Ashtray <3

I hate you

I got home and my mom was waiting for me at the kitchen table

Uhm hi"I said

We need to talk"she said

Uhm ok" I said confused

Do you remember when I grounded you" she said

Yes that was the worst time of my life"I replied

Well why are you doing weed again"she said

Wel bc it makes me happy" I said

I don't want you hanging around these people I know you hang out with them I saw you you better stay away from them or I'll do the same as what ur dad did

Wow that really hit me I got upstairs shut off my phone and grabbed a hoodie cash and my Keyes I got out of the house without my phone and got in my car ofcource I wasn't gonna tell ashtray about what my mom made because I love him and I think he does the same as I was driving I started to think about stuff and I felt my eyes got watery I never cried but she knew that would make me I stopped my car and got out for fresh air after a few minutes I got back in my car and drove off I was going to race it helps me get my mind of things and I will ask sid if I can crash at his place I got about 10k with me because I knew Saturday was a busy day I had a small talk with sid and he said that my car needs to be fixed but I just wanted to race so I got to my backup car

It was my first car

With my first race I won 20 k so now I had 30 k
I got to a second race with 5 people and got first again

I did a few races more now I got 126k

I've won all the races a man came to me
Yo you wanna race

Sure" I said

How much " I asked

130k "he said

I have 126k" I said

Yeah that's the same" he said

Ok" I replied

I got in my car and started racing if I win this I have $256.000
I need to win

FUCK"I screamed
I lost I fucking lost 126k

Give the money" he said with everyone watching us

No"I said

Give it" he said

We race one more time same deal but if you win you also get my car deal?" I said

Deal"he said

I got ready I need to win this if I don't I will be dead fuck I need to do this i turned on the radio and turned up the volume i looked to the side and looked in front of me again 3 2 1 go i was driving fast he too i sat on the inside so  that made the bends shorter he went in front of me and i was stressing behind what i had to do i turned right and overtook him i went straight in front of him if he goes left i go left if he goes right I go right like that i kept going and in the end i wasn't paying attention and i didn't see the bend but in time i drifted on around the bend and clicked on my speed button which made me go faster and crossed the finish line first for fucks sake

He came to me and congratulate me and gave me the money sid said I could stay here because he lives here I was really thankful I was still wearing ashtray his chlotes but I just got to the guest room and got to sleep

Ashtray POV

I've called jay multiple times but she didint awnser my texts of my calls the texts didint even deliver so I just got to her house and climbed tru her window since it was always open I got inside and saw her phone on her bed but she always has it with her I just got home eventually I was Worried sick I told fez and he told me to just wait
So it has been two days and I haven't heard anything from her I got back to her house but this time I knocked on the front door

Hello?" Jay her mom said

Hey uhm is jay home?"I said

Uhm no she hasn't been home in 3 days
You wanna come in I can explain it to you" her mom said

Sure"

So she basically said that she got in a fight about that she is hanging with me and jay has some anger issues and she always takes it out on the wrong people but she has learned that if she drives her car and put her anger in that it would be better for her she would break a lot of things like her door it's all messed up her walls her bed everything I had talked to her mom for a long time and she apologized to me because she saw I was a good person I got out of the house and then it hit me jay likes to put her anger out on driving cars so I immediately knew where she was I got in my car and drove to the street racing place as I got there I saw jay her purple car so I knew she was here I was walking and trying to find jay but I couldn't find her so I was standing in the crowd watching 4 cars racing the one that was first was an red car the second person had a orange car the third one had a yellow one and the last one had a blue one I gotta be honest the red one was good but I couldn't find jay her car they had finished the race and the red one won I was still standing at the same position and other people got around the red car as someone stepped out and everyone started saying
jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay jay
So i started looking and I saw jay as everyone started waking away I called out for jay she looked at my direction I started running to her and hugged her

Man never do that shit again I was worrying sick"I said laughing

Yeah I'm sorry it's my fault"she replied

Hey I've talked to your mom and she's sorry about what she said and she wants you back so you coming"I said holding my hand out waiting for her to grab it

Sure but we've gotta go grab my money and say bye to sid"she said grabbing my hand

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