Enemies To Lovers

Chapter 7 - Should I?

As I walked home, all I could feel was tears streaming down my face.

As I walked indoors, I ignored my mum trying to talk to me and just walked upstairs.

"You ok hun?" My mum asked.

"Mhm."

As I got in my room, i shut and locked my door and blasted music for a while.

"Bailey is everything ok in there?" My brother shouted through the door.

"Yeah everything's fine!" I shouted back.

I had a lot of homework and revising to complete so I called a friend and we had done it together.

"Hey Bailey I'm gonna leave your food at the door." My mum said.

"Alright cheers mum!" I said.

As I sat down I put my food on the desk and started to eat whilst reading a textbook.

"Do you stop eating? I swear all I see you do is eat!" My friend said.

"Oh.. umm sorry.." I said putting my fork down.

Was I seriously that fat? Would Charlie even like me? Maybe I should stop eating..

I threw my food in the bin and hung up on my friend.

As I layed in bed, I tossed and turned, trying to decide if I should be with Charlie or not.

After a while, I decided I was going to give it a shot. So I texted him.

Bailey: Hey charlie! So umm I wanted to let you know that I've decided to give us a try. :)

After a while, I got a reply.

Charlie: oh my god that's great bailey! You have no idea how happy I am right now! I've got to go but goodnight see u tomorrow <3

Aww he really was sweet on the inside.

I'm going to stop eating and loose weight, just so he's not with someone as fat as I am.

"What do you want for breakfast babe?" My mum asked.

"Oh.. nothing mum I'm not that hungry!" I said, trying to put my textbooks in my bag.

"Your sure?" She said looking at me in a concerned way.

"Mhm I'm sure!" I said smiling at her.

I can't tell her about this! She'd absolutely kill me!!