[ Am I jealous? ]
"grandpa I want to cancel the wedding, also they want too."
"What are gone your mind?!?!, No you can't cancel it!" I know he was so angry now to me and by his voice he literal, it was so high I thankful my phone call volume was not in high speaker at else they can heard me.
"Thank you for understanding grandpa"
"Jisoo!!, You.go.at.my.office.tommorow.!! we're not done yet!!" Then he hang up
"Bye" I say even he already hang up the phone, shit I don't know what will happen at me tomorrow.
"I already call grandpa, don't be awkward after this guys umm...if you want ta back at apartment it's fine" I say and pretent that I'm fine and not shaking shit grandma drive me so nervous
"Thank you" they say and I just nod
"I guess I'm going back at apartment" Lisa unnie say shyly
"Me too" Jennie and chaeyoung unnie say also shy
"It's fine unnies,I gotta go first" I say then head at my room shit I can't hold it anymore I don't think so they can go back at apartment by tommorow or other day I know grandpa will not let happen it he so disappointed at me no–
*Slap!* I back at reality when grandpa slap me hardly i know my face was so read now, it's my first time slaping by him, I hold my cheek where he slap and look at him I want to cry it was so hurt but I don't want he saw me.
"You disgrace at our family!" He shout at me, I just look down grandma was not here she was have meeting so I don't have hero today.
"Tell me Jisoo!, Why you want to cancel it but you know that even you requested that, I will not do that for you" he face at me he sat down at front at me his face was so filled of anger her eyes, like I'm dying.
"Ga-grandpa I..I'm so.. sorry about it b..but" I can't finish my word I just holding my tears I can't believe I can't speak for my own
"But what!?!" My ear are so aching at his shout
"But I don't want them!" I shout back I also surprise at my self then received.
*Slap!* " How dare you to shout me!?" I received slap army right cheek and It was so heat also hurt shit I can't hold it anymore
"Jisoo back at your house, I won't let happen this, you will not doing it,...do you think I will let them back at apartment?, No. face it jisoo it's your dad last wish can't you just command it?, If you really want to cancel it face them not me!,.......face they father's and tell what you tell me and let see what will happen.."
Then he left me at his office I just can hold my tears as I wipe my eyes where my tears from then stand up as I go and leave his office.
I cover my face used my sleeve then run where yeon waiting at me, I immediately go inside of car then cried, I notice the car not moving as I look, Yeon was still outside I know he know I'm crying here, so I cried and cried until my tears gone.
I can't face them, I lie!, I don't want it I was so weak!.
"Yeon let's go at Park" I sliding down the window and order as he nod and get in, he didn't even asked me anything.
"M'lady you want to eat something? I will buy for you" he say and I nod, I can see my self cheek at rear mirror the five fingers of grandpa was still at my face it was a red mark and it was still aching.
"Yeon, what do you think good to apply on this mark?" I asked he look at mirror I also looking at him, I can see at his eyes the worried and sad.
"M'lady what did you do?, Maybe ice can prevent it" he say and I just nod and look at window we start to move
"Yeon I tell at grandpa to cancel my wedding but end up in this and I don't know how I can face them,...also grandpa will not do what I request...you think they will angry at me?" I explained and asked him, the car stop at side then he look at me I look at him also.
"M'lady if you'd like me to tell it about to them its fine, and I don't get idea why they will angry at you" he say calmly and smile at me I smile back and little tears fall down at my cheeks.
"M'lady they will understand it, if you don't mind can I asked but maybe next time" he say and I straight my body sit I give my attention to him and interest what he will asking me?
"What is it?, It was fine" I said bit of excited and wipe my tears.
"Why you end up cancelling it?" I think I was take a back but I really want to share my thoughts also to him.
"It's not like that I don't like them, it was just umm.... I...I think I got jealous?, You know because they talking at pool last time about at students at my school and at one girl that named so-somi, yeah somi right!" I said fast as I can't I didn't notice I'm being red
"Maybe you are" he say as I look down. Shit how I can say it?, Why am I jealous?, I don't want them,no. I just argghhh!!!, I heard Yeon chuckle as I look up
"Why you chuckling?" I asked in my serious tone as he look back at me and smile, I hate it!
"Your blushing M'lady" he laughter the drive off.
"Shut up!" I say then look outside of window am I?
How's that?, I know the last chapter of part one is so weird and there's the some explanations whys and I hope it can help you to process all things you read HHAHAHA.
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