𝘀𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲. || KageHina/ShoBio

13: Isolation.

31st October.

Shoyo Hinata's PoV.

It's Monday and I'm finally going back to school. As I put my bike in it's place and got more nervous and anxious. I walk towards the gym and was about to open but then I took my hand back. I took a few deep breaths and then finally open the gym door.

"I'm sorry for skipping practice!" I apologised as I bow down. I heard everyone's gasps as Daichi started walking towards me.

"It's fine, mind telling us why you skipped practice?" he asked me as I stood up straight.

"I didn't feel like getting along or talking to anyone and I didn't know what to do about it." I explained to them as I glanced over at Kageyama. When I looked at him, a wave of anxiousness, guilt, regret and sadness came crashing over me. Now I don't want to talk to anyone again. But I can't skip anymore weeks.. It's almost the end of the year too. I can just ignore but still acknowledge them. You get what i mean, right?

I can just start ignoring them tomorrow.

"That's fine, but make sure you don't do it again."

'I can't promise you that..'

- - - - - - - - -

Ah, I finally got to hit Kageyama's set again. But the feeling still won't go away. I just wish that I can't feel pain and hurtful things.

"Hinata, you're okay, right?" Kageyama asked me.

"Y-yeah, I am! No worries!" I lied, I don't want him feeling bad for me. I don't want him to be worried for me.

".. Okay." Kageyama replied as he went back to his position.

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I got home and did everything like I usually do. I lay in bed, a bit tired. I sigh as I try to decide if I should ignore them or not. I don't like having this feeling in my chest.

I ended up falling asleep after deciding my desicion, which is to ignore them.

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1st November.

Shoyo Hinata's PoV.

I greeted my family goodbye as I ride my bike towards the school. I walk through the school's gate, breathing a few deep breaths to get ready.

I change in the club room and go to the gym, not greeting anyone.

"Hinata? Are you okay?" Daichi asked me. I didn't respond, I just walked it off. The others just had their eyes widen.

I felt bad. And I don't like that. I wish this feeling would leave my chest.

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Kageyama went up to me after practice.

"Hinata. I just wanted to explain it to you again. Aya was just asking me if I wanted to ask her anything else that I need her help with and I-"

I couldn't stand listening to it and walked away from him, going home.

Tobio Kageyama's PoV.