Everything is so hard for me

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Addison POV-

I was getting ready to head to Charli's house. Charli has an older sister, Dixie. She is a year older than me but that she has very bad ADHD and Autism struggles doing things we don't think twice about. I can't count how many times Charli has called crying because she's so worried about Dixie, I tell her that its okay but I'm sure its not easy being the younger sibling but taking care of your older sibling. I get in my car and put on Sweater Weather. I'm openly Bi and everyone knows, it did cause me my last relationship though. His name was, Bryce Hall, and he is extremely homophobic but I don't need no guy to get by.

Time skip Charli's house (Still Addison POV)

I pull up to Charli's house and see Dixie and Charli sitting on the porch swing. Dixie is tracing the wall with her finger as Charli is on her phone. "Hey guys!" I say, getting out the car. Dixie looks up and waves while Charli runs up to me and says that Dixie is having a hard day. "Oh, how come?" I ask, genuinely worried about the tall freckled girl. "Its nothing crazy, her ADHD is just really bad today so I brought her outside for a little." Charli explains.

"Hey, Dix" I say, tilting her head to me so she can focus on me. "Hi...brown eyes..." The freckles girl says softly. It was normal for Dixie to point out features on peoples faces but Charli says I'm the only that she uses eye color for. "Hey Dixie, why don't you go and chill in your room." Charli says, from behind me. "Okay. Bye, brown eyes!" Dixie says as she goes inside.

"You know, I'm still not sure why your the only one she uses eye color for." Charli says as she sits on the porch swing. I sit down with her and say, "How has she been?" "Good, the doctors put her on a medicine so some days her ADHD is barely noticeable." Charli says with a shine in her eyes. "That's awesome Char! Today isn't one of those days, I assume?" I say questioning. "No, today's been a little hard, that's why I asked you over.

She loves when you come over." Charli says, picking at the string of the wood swing. I blush, knowing Dixie likes when I come over. "Sh-she does? I say, stuttering. I have had a crush on Dixie since I met Charli at school. " Adds, why are you blushing?" Charli says, rising one of her eyebrows. "I am not!" I say, hiding my face. "Wait.....YOU LIKE DIXIE!" She says so loud the next seven neighborhoods over could hear her.

"I dont!" I say, blushing even more. "Yes you do, you keep blushing." Charli squeals. "Okay, maybe I have a tiny crush on Dixie." I admit. "You two would be so cute together. And I trust you more then any of the other girls at our school." Charli says, covering her mouth immediately. "Wait, Char, Dixie's gay?!" I exclaim. "There is a slight chance, she told me she is gay a few days ago..." Charli admits. I sit there speechless, for so long I thought I would never get the chance to date Dixie but with her being gay, I at least have a chance.

"Adds, you should go hang out with her....something tell me she likes as more than a friend." Charli says. "Are you sure?" I question. "Yeah. But if you break her heart, I'm murdering you and they won't find the body." Charli says, kind of scaring me.

"I couldn't imagine hearing her." I say, staring off into space. "Well, what are you waiting for?! Go!" Charli says, pushing me in the house. "Alright,I'm going." I say, head upstairs to talk to my crush...

*SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? I took a break from Dixison but I'm back and have  like 3 new Dixison story ideas. I'm if I should write them. Also can I shout out Pickleass they inspired me to write Dixison stories and their writing is just awesome!*