Everything is so hard for me

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Addison POV

I walk out of the bathroom and see Dixie, laying down. "So, what we watching?" I ask, laying down next to Dixie. "Uhhh, Book of Henry?" Dixie suggests. "Sure, if I cry, you can't laugh." I joke. "Adds?" Dixie softly. "Yeah, cutie?" I reply. "Why would you like me, I'm an autistic stupid girl with ADHD when you could have all those guys at school." She says, with her voice cracking.

"Hey, your not stupid and when yes you have difficulties, I know you would never hurt me or use me like those guys. I know that if was to date those guys, I would never be happy be cause I would be wishing it was you the whole time. And i will be next you to help even if it's the smallest thing. Because I love you,Dix. I've loved you since Charli said I was gonna meet you." I explained, kissing her forehead.

"You love me...?" Dixie asks, unsure. "Ofcourse, how could I not. Dix, your beautiful from you raven black hair to your chocolate brown eyes and pearly white teeth." I explain, kissing everywhere but her lips.

She sits there and pouts. "Hey...." She whines. I decide to mess with her. "What?" I ask, now scrolling on my phone. "Look at me..." She whines. "Why, I know how you look." I say, with my slowly wanting to do nothing but wanting to kiss you. "Adds....Adds....Adds" She says attempting to annoy me. "Oh! I know!" She exclaims and walks out. She comes back with my number one weakness. Her mom's caramel brownies.

"Hi Adds...." She says, slowly opening the bag. "You love these, don't you? Still warm." She says, smelling the bag. I nod slowly. "You can have them if...." She says. 'If what, Dixie Jane?" I ask. 'Go on a date with me, Friday night." She says, proud of her self.

"Ofcourse, I will!" I get up and kiss her, putting everything I feel into it. "Whoa." She says, handing me the brownies. "

"Goodnight Adds." She says sleepily. "Night cutie." I say as I fall into a deep sleep, hold the love of my life.