Everything is so hard for me

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Dixie POV

I go up to my room and decide to play my guitar. Guitar is one of the few things that help me focus and relax. I have really bad ADHD and autism. My younger sister Charli has always helped me because my parents are never here. It's not that they are bad parents but they are always gone for their jobs.

I write songs too, basically all of them are love songs. I just came out as gay but only to my sister. I plan on telling Addison (I'm going to write Addison in dixies POV but Dixie only knows her as Brown eyes or Adds) 

I begin singing one of my favorite songs I wrote, Treat You Better.  I put my head phones on begin playing.

Addison POV

I walk upstairs and hear a amazing voice singing a song I've never heard. I walk to Dixies room and see her singing.  I eat her the ways her fingers played the guitar and how she closed her eyes when she sang long notes. 

Give me a sign Take my hand, we'll be fine Promise

I won't let you down Just know that you don't have to do this alone

Promise I'll never let you down

'Cause I know I can treat you better than

Tell me why are we wasting time

On all your wasted crying When you should be with me instead?

I know I can treat you better

Better than he can

Better than he can

Better than he can

She finished singing and sighed while running her hands through her long black hair. "Dixie?" I said, slowly walking in. She looked at me surprised but gave me a soft smile that made my heart melt. I at down next to her and said "Did you make that song?" I could tell she wasn't focused so I grabbed her chin and turned her head to look at me and asked her again. She nodded.

"Brown eyes..." She said looking at me. "Dix, can we talk? I asked. She started to play with her fingers but still nodded. " Charli told me your gay, Dix" I said, grabbing her hand. "Do you hate me?" She said softly. "Hey, how could I hate you? If anything you being gay gives me the chance to do this.." I say, softly kissing her on the lips. "Soft lips.." She says looking at me. "Is that my new nickname?" I ask her. She nods.

"Dixie Jane, do you wanna go on a date with me tomorrow?" I ask, turning  her head to me again. "Yeah. But..." She stops. "What's the matter Dix?" I ask, while we are now holding hands. "Do you have to go..." She says really softly. "Of course not Dix...let me go call my mom. And talk to Charli. Okay?" I say getting up and kissing  her quickly.  "Soft lips..." She says. 

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To be continued tommorow.....*dramatic sound effect*