Diary of an Au Pair

June 25

Today at fucking 5:30 in the morning on a Saturday, Sammy ( my BFF and also my lost humor twin) decided that it was a good idea to call me. For some reason I chose not to take the call, so at 6 am he was banging at my door. There was nobody home since my mom is a doctor and my dad is a nurse. They both had night shifts this past night. Also Peter is in Hartford with his basket team.
Also I think that my diary wants me to brag a little bit about my bestie. Sammy literally has been my best friend since we were in 3rd grade when he changed schools. He is taller than me, he has the most beautiful dark chocolate curls. Also he has deep blue eyes that resembles the ocean. He is so hilarious you can't even imagine. We tell each other the good, the bad and the ugly. We talk about his platonic boyfriends and I tell him about mine. I simply love him, he's the BEST.
So I opened the door and there I saw Sammy with a huge banner saying: "I will miss U mucho". He was somehow also handling two tickets for Water Wizz, our favorite summer place in the entire world. After this and even though it was six in the morning, I just couldn't be mad at him. I just hugged him for like a minute. We had some cereal and I went upstairs to put on a very cute red bikini my friend Callie from camp got me last year for my birthday.
After this we jumped into his white Ford fiesta and we chose to listen to Taylor Swift the whole trip. While Lover was playing, Sammy told me about a very very good friend he had met in a trip our school band did. Apparently the name of this guy my bestie had fell for was Josh and oh my god did he look hot as my flattening iron. I asked Sammy wether he thought this boy was actually gay or not. He thinks he is but he is not 100% sure, so our mission today is planning out THE DATE ( it has to be perfect) while we are sliding down the water slides.
We had a not that great sandwich that tasted heavenly due to our poor starved and noisy stomachs. And we decided to drive back home. But we saw a tattoo shop and we didn't even talk when we read our minds and decided to stop there and get matching tattoos. We didn't even know what we were even doing. We ended up with a tiny smiley face with one of the eyes being shaped as our initial, so I got an S while Sammy got a J for Jade. We thought that getting it in our rib area was a cool place. Spoiler: please for the sake of pain, don't do it there.
After much thought, the date was going to take place in our closest park where there will be everything you need to make someone fall for you: a rose bouquet and a picnic paired with some guitar ballads played by Sammy himself.

After our trip to the water park we got home and I said the most painful goodbye ever, full of tears I just simply said to him: " I love you bitch". He was literally creating the swimming pool I never had. I fucking hate goodbyes and I also suck at them :( .

I totally forgot that Chloe would come over to help me pack, so there she was watching some Netflix show. For a moment I was like : how the hell did she enter? But then my mom greeted me with a sweet smuck. Oh right, I have parents.

This might sound like I'm the laziest human being but actually, today we didn't even pack a pair of socks. Even though it's not entirely my fault. Chloe was wachting the fourth season of Stranger Things and I sat with her not been aware of time.

OMG today was one of the sadest but happiest day, somehow I think I will always remember it.