You don't deserve me -|- B.E (gip) -|-

Chapter 3

Billies POV

BEEP BEEP BEEP

"Oh my fucking god" i rasp out to no one

i get up and go to my closet and put together an outfit. when i'm dressed i go into my kitchen and meet my mom cooking breakfast "Hi honey" she says "hey" "did you sleep good hon?" i just shrug

I finish eating breakfast and put my plate in the sink then grab my bag and leave the house going to my car

I get in my car and throw my bag in the backseat and turn the car on hearing the engine roar

"God my car is sexy" I whisper to myself

I drive to school and walk into the building heading straight to my locker ignoring everyone around me

As I walk closer to my locker I notice someone standing there but I can't make out who it is

As I get closer I realize it's Alexis

"Hey bil can we talk" she says as I walk up

"About?" I say dryly "Why you seem so mad at me" she says "Ok" I say dryly again

"What's wrong I don't understand why your mad at me. Tell me what I did to make you seem so angry" she says in a demanding tone

"Nothing it's stupid" I say honestly "I don't care if it's stupid. I wanna know why my best friend is mad at me" i refrained from telling her about my feelings for her

"You've known me for less than a week I shouldn't be your 'best friend'" I say in annoyance and start to walk away

Alexis' POV

Before billie walks away I grab her wrist. Bad idea. "Don't fucking touch me" she says venom laced in her voice and she rips her wrist out of my grasp and I just stand there (🧍‍♀️)

I hold my tears back because I'm a sensitive ass bitch and before I can do anything I hear the bell ring indicating I need to get to first period

I walk to first period and act like nothing happened and sat in the front keeping my emotions in

Lunch time

I head to my locker and put my stuff away heading to the bathroom quick when I walk in I immediately hear moaning and when I look up and see a girl propped up on the sink and a familiar blue headed girl in between her legs and for some reason I felt a ping in my heart almost like I was... hurt?

I quickly run out before they noticed I was there and go to the cafeteria and pretended like nothing happened

I finally get to the cafeteria and don't eat because I lost my appetite from that and sit down with some friends I've made in the past few days

Once I sit down I notice billie walking into the cafeteria with her arm around the girl she was with in the bathroom with her infamous resting bitch face and she walks to her table

Once she sits down we immediately make eye contact and she just stares until que grabs her attention

We make eye contact every once in awhile and I'm usually the one to break it

After lunch I go to my last period which I have with Billie (if they didn't have last period together now they do) so that'll be fun

"Sit in your seats" the teacher says and I roll my eyes I look around trying to find billie and she's no where to be found so she's probably fucking that girl again

The door swings open revealing the blue haired girl "sorry I'm late teach" she smiles "just go sit down" the teacher says already annoyed

She's locks eyes with me and smirks as she walks to the back

After class

I walk to my locker and grab my bag and start to walk out of the doors when I see Billie making out with that same girl against her locker and I felt that same feeling again

I walk out of the school and start walking home as I'm walking home I hear a familiar engine roaring down the street I look to my left and there she is

I continue walking ignoring the fact that she slowed down and rolled her window down

"Hey you wanna ride?" She asks softly "no I'm good" I say wanting this conversation over

"Look just get in please" she says I look over and see the way she's looking at me made me give in "fine" she pulls over and unlocks the car

Once I get in the car she starts driving but instead of going to my house she took a left turn instead of a right turn and she heading to what looks to be an empty parking lot

"Look I just wanna apologize for snapping at you earlier I was angry about something stupid and then you grabbed my wrist and I just snapped and I feel really bad about it so I'm sorry for yelling at you this morning" she says sincerely

"I accept your apology under one condition" I say "and what is that?" "You tell me what you were so 'angry' about" "I- I was jealous" she says

"Why?" I ask confused "I- I um I was jealous you sat next to Peter even when I told you not to but your not my girlfriend nor am I gonna control what you do so... it was dumb like i said" she said nervously mind you I've never seen billie nervous

"Bils you were mad at that? Why didn't you just say so?" "I just thought it was dumb for me to be feeling that way" she says "hey your feelings matter okay?" "Yeah" she says quietly

"How about I stop talking to Peter all together and you stop keeping your feelings bottled up" I say hoping she'll agree "I'll try I guess i don't know how good I'll be at it but" she shrugs

"Okay deal. Now can I hug you?" I ask "obviously" she says we hug and she drives me back home "before you leave I just wanna say I'm glad we talked it out" billie says in a genuine tone "so am I" I say with a smile

I get out of the car and walk into my house and go straight to my room and take a nap because a bitch is tired

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A.n
Y'all I finally posted be proud of meeee
Anyways please eat something and drink some water I love you guys💚
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