what if we could be? | a lelliana story <3 |

Talk To Me El

"Talk to Me El" says Lev as they get upstairs and enter a room. Lev shuts the door for them to have some privacy to talk. They both sit on the bed.
Elliana puts her knees up and her head in her hands.
Lev puts his hand on her shoulder to comfort her.
" Elliana what's wrong? You know I'm here for you" he says.

Elliana begins to talk, " I don't know what's going on with me, ever since last night when we did that prank.. I know that I actually kissed you but I didn't mean to. Some part of me liked it, which is confusing me. I know this is wrong for me to even think I could have a chance with you, or for me to even have feelings for you. That's why I'm shutting off because I'm scared and confused. Please don't hate me for all of this. " Elliana explains to Lev.

" El I could never hate you. You're right it's wrong but I feel the same way." Says Lev.

" What? You do? " Elliana says as she looks up at Lev in shock.

" Yeah, I felt the same since last night. I think I've always had something for you but never wanted to admit it. I'm sorry this is how it's happened." Lev says

" But what about Jentzen & Piper. This is wrong, I don't wanna hurt them. We can't be doing this to them, we're both in relationships I just wish things would be diff-"
Elliana began to rant to Lev but he cuts her off by pulling her into a tight hug.

It goes silent for a minute or so.

" Calm down Ellie. We'll figure this out." Says Lev. He notices tears in her eyes after he pulls away from the hug and wipes her tears and rubs her shoulder.

Lev's POV

Ellie seemed so freaked out or worried about something. I didn't know what it was but I wanted to be there for her. We went upstairs and I asked her what was wrong. She seemed really stressed.
She goes on to tell me she thinks she has feelings for me after what happened last night.
No. Fucking. Way.
Well shit.
I think I have feelings for her too.
What the hell do I do with Piper , or Jentzen. I can't let her freak out though so I have to seem like I got this under control. 

Elliana's POV
I told Lev how I felt. Something in me felt safe talking to him about it, like I wouldn't ever be judged. I felt calm but I was so worried and didn't show that I was being calm AT ALL.
I might've freaked him out a little.
Wait.
What the fuck.
He feels the same?
What now?
He pulled me into a hug and I couldn't help but start to cry. This is such a tough situation and I don't know how I'm gonna get out of it or have it that me and Lev could ever be something, but it would be nice if we could...

" it's not like we could ever have something though, it would ruin everything" says Elliana

" I know it's tough, but I'd do it for you" Lev says with a slight smile on his face.

Lev and Elliana sit there for a few minutes in each others company. They talk about life and their feelings and everything under the sun. They realize the squad should be back soon so they get out of the room and go back to where they left off on the couch.

Piper comes back home from Pilates and Jentzen is back with Hunter
"I got starbucks guysss" says Jentzen
as he places it down on the counter.

Everyone runs over grabbing their drinks and talks for a little while they wait for Emily and Gavin to show up for Pipers video.

" So what did you guys do while we were gone" says Piper

" Uh- nothing really we were just kinda on our phones the whole time" says Lev as he makes eye contact with Elliana and she looks down at her feet not really knowing what to say but just agrees with a head nod.

"Cool cool, well everyone finish up your drinks and get ready because Gavin and Emily should be arriving any minute and we have to film my video" says Piper

Everyone finishes up and goes into Pipers room to prepare. Pipers doing an outfit rating video between Gavin and Lev to see who rates it the highest.

Time skip-

Piper finished her video for the night and Emily went downstairs to get a snack. It's just Gavin and Piper in the room currently.

" Outfits lookin cute Pipes" says Gavin

" Stop that, you know you can't be saying those things Gavin, I have a boyfriend " Piper says with a smirk as she playfully hits him.

" Whattt, I'm just telling the truth" Gavin says as he walks out of the room.

Everyone else is downstairs just hanging out & catching up and decided to order some pizza, Gavin goes down to join them.

" I'll be right back " says Lev to the squad as he looks at Elliana with a worried stare.
She gives him a confused look back but he walks upstairs towards Pipers room.