Impostor

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I went open the door. I regret it. Reggie was standing there. He was looking kind of tired. Like he didn't sleep enough. I was about to close the door, cause I didn't want to see him. But he blocks the door with his foots.

"Please Kayla, let me explain myself" He said 

"Just leave Reggie. I'm tired" I told him

"Me I'm tired too, I didn't sleep properly, cause I keep thinking about what you said. I'm not playing with you." He told me 

I look at him and shake my head

"They all said that and in the end they played with me and leave me after using me" I said coldly 

He push the door softly. He walk in and close the door behind. He looks at me. 

"I'm serious Kayla. I'm feeling myself around you. Even thought I don't show it in the good way. Yes I was thinking about play with you but I change when I see you happy with Oliver. I was jealous. Feeling I never felt before with a girl. I don't care if the girl hang out with other guys. But you, I just want you for myself and not sharing with other guys. For the days, that you ignored me. I was trying understand why I was behaving like that" He explain me 

"And what you found out?" I ask him

"That I have feeling for you" He said while looking straight to my eyes

I shake my head and chuckle

"You think I will believe to it?" I told him 

"I know you won't believe at first place, but give me a chance to prove it. I will chance myself" He said looking with sincere eyes

"Let's the action prove it than the words" I told him 

He nod and was about to hug me. But I stop him

"You need to prove yourself before touching me" I told him 

He sigh but nod. 

"did you eat?" I ask him

He shakes his head. I told him to follow me. I prepare some food for him. We enter the kitchen and I start prepare fried rice with chicken for him. While I was preparing the food. I feel his stare on me. 

"Why you cook for me? You could tell me go out" He told m e

"Even I look cold, I don't let anyone walk out starving" I told him while flipping the rice

He didn't said anything but just looking at me. I put his plate in front of him.

"Thank you" he said 

I hum. He start to eat. I wash the dishes I used for not having a lot of dishes of wash. 

"Thanks for the food" He said 

I turn around and was about to grab his plate but he stops me. He get up and push me aside softly. He finishes wash the dishes. 

"You didn't need to do it. I could do it you know that" I told him

"You cook for me, I should clean. You can rest I will go after" He said 

I shrug my shoulder and walk out. I went in the living room and watch some tv. After he finishes with the dishes. He came found me and tell me he's going. I was debating in my mind 'Should let him stay here or let him go? but if I let him stay, it'll feel like I'm easy girl that I give him a chance without him to prove me anything. That he's willing to change...'

Ugh I don't want know what to do... Why I'm behaving like that??...