My eyes begin to flutter open as the bright light came through the room. my head was pounding and I could barely remember what happened last night, all I did remember was entering the med bay, but for what?
pushing my legs over the covers and onto the floor, standing up only to fall back down due to the dizziness that washed over me. whatever I had done last night obviously had not fully gone through my entire system.
"F.R.I.D.A.Y what is the time"
"it is 5 am Peter" what the hell am I doing up so early? I turn back to my bed and close my eyes, only for me to become more awake then before. realizing that I can't go back to sleep. I get out of my bed once again, but this time I let a silent 'Fuck' fall from my mouth.
As Im leaving my room, i noticed the deafening silence, usually Steve is up already and out for a run, but there was no sign of Steve or anyone else being awake. I sigh as I walk over to the kitchen. my eyes glazing over to the refrigerator, I felt a grumble in my stomach, but my eating disorder is still very aware. I put my hand on the fridge handle, opening it to be welcomed with many types of food. food I haven't let myself eat in months, and my body still wouldn't let me touch the delicious food, instead my hand was aimed to mandarin orange, grasping onto the tiny fruit and closing the door.
with the orange in my hand, I make myself comfortable on the couch; also while enjoying Adult Swim on the tv. my attention fixated on the episode of Rick and Morty, where Rick is imprisoned while the alien government takes over their dimension, too fixated on it to realize that someone else had joined me in the living room.
"Morning" I jumped around to be greeted by Mr. Stark, who seems to be a bit worried.
"Jesus Mr. Stark you scared me!" I whispered-yelled to him. he just smiled at me, which brought my anxiety down.
"how you feeling kiddo?"
"I just have a raging headache that's it, why?" still trying my hardest to remember every detail from last night but all i could remember was me entering the med bay.
"Well you did lose contact with us for a couple hours only to be called from the front office that you were sitting there and that you were dazed" all of the sudden, the memories from last night came flooding into my head. I remembered why I went to med bay, but I don't understand why I took the Morphine.
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As I look at Peter's expression, I notice them to become more uncomfortable after I had finished my sentence. my mind came to the conclusion that whatever happened last night, Was not an accidental head injury.
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Mr. Stark just kept his eyes onto my eyes, panic washed over me. what if Mr. Stark knew what I did? he would abandoned me forever. The friendly neighbourhood Spiderman was just a drug addicted teenager that was bitten by a stupid radioactive spider a few years ago.
my mind went haywire with all my overthinking, I felt myself begin to hyperventilate, and obviously Mr. Stark was aware of it too.
"Hey kid calm down, alright?" Mr. Stark tried his hardest to calm me down but every word he said went through one ear and out the other. eventually my hyperventilating had woken up some of the others as I watched Steve, Thor, Clint, and Natasha slowly make their way through the hallway. as I saw them my hyperventilating became worse. whatever I did to calm myself down wasn't working.
"Natasha, Get Bruce up, hopefully he may have something for Peter" Mr.Stark ordered to Natasha.
"NO" everyone in the room froze. unsure of what to do. I watched Natasha slowly sneak off as the others just silently stared at me.
"Peter.. did something happen between you and Bruce?" Steve had asked.
"N-no of course not, nothing happened between me and Bruce's med bay- I mean bruce." I cover my mouth as I realize that I had slipped up.
"Peter what do you mean by Bruce's Med bay?" Mr. Stark kept his eyes on mine, intimidating me. I wouldn't break here in front of everyone.
keeping my mouth shut, Natasha had returned with bruce who looked like maybe another 20 hours of sleep could rejuvenate his skin. As bruce saw the intensity of everybody else. bruce looked confused.
"What happened?" bruce asked.
"we don't know. Peter won't say but he did slip up his tongue" Mr. Stark explained to Bruce. Bruce seemed more interested in my whole shit show I had going on here. I honestly should've sold everyone tickets to see this horrible fiasco.
"Okay Tony don't exploit the kid now, let's just get him to my med bay okay" Bruce had responded to Mr. Stark's sentence.
as I saw Bruce and Mr. Stark share a gaze, I knew I was fucked.
"Steve, Thor, would you kindly escort Peter to Med Bay?" Mr. Stark said this as more of an order than a question. Steve and Thor nodded as they both grabbed one of my arms and led me to the elevator. once inside the elevator, Steve pressed the nightmarish button, 47.
As the elevator passed every floor from 100, I felt time get slower and slower. my eyes fixated on the number of the floor we passed. my eyes kept this up until eventually we had came to floor 47. my heart pounded as the elevator dinged and opened the doors. revealing Bruce's med bay.
Stepping out of the elevator. Steve and Thor loosely behind me as I sit on the hospital bed. waiting for the others to come down here.
as every minute passed by. the doors did not open until a mere ten minutes had passed since I was sitting on the hospital bed. Bruce stepped out, his pyjamas replaced with his medical attire. Bruce slowly walks over to me, slowly examining the outside of my body. nothing showed except my scars.
"okay Peter I'm gonna run some tests on you if that is alright?" I shake my head no. hoping he would accept my wish and not do the testing. but instead he gave me a stern look before turning around to grab his medical tools.
returning with everything he needed to do a full physical. Bruce began by taking my blood pressure, temperature and pulse. after the test came back through. Bruce began to prepare for a blood test.
"You know doc, ever since I was on the streets I kinda became fearful of blood, so maybe we don't have to do the blood test"
"By looking at your arms Peter we both know that is a lie" is was harsh hearing that from bruce but I knew it was the truth. all I could do was allow him to take my blood and do some tests on it.
when the blood tests had came back, bruce looked at Mr. Stark with a worried look. I knew this meant I was fucked.
"Peter. I have seemed to detect some Morphine in your system. and Peter I seem to be missing 3 of my 100mg of Morphine. Care to explain anything?"
at this moment. I knew. I fucked up.
A/N
Okay honestly I only logged back in today because I was bored. I did not expect to come back to this book and to see that 12k had read through this. and honestly thank you. I had left last year because 1. I was a stupid teen and didn't expect much of this whole app and 2. I didn't know what to write. but thank you for the support. I will try my hardest to finish this book. but I obviously need more than 6 chapters. so expect more chapters now! thanks once again.
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Ficção GeralAfter Peter Parker went missing after an argument with Tony Stark. Peter was eventually found and brought back to the tower. But now Peter has worse problems that may end up killing him. TRIGGER WARNING SUICIDE ATTEMPTS SELF HARM DEPRESSION RUNNING...