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i hate it

I hate it when people joke about suicide, depression, eating disorders, self harm, etc. It makes me so pissed. They don't know what it feels like to want to die. They don't know how it feels to hate the person in the mirror looking back at you. They don't know how it feels to want to drag a blade across your skin. They don't know how addicting it is. They don't know how it feels to have depression. Its like your drowning but everyone around you is breathing fine. They don't know how much some people want to put a gun to their head, take an overdose, cut to deep, tie the rope around their neck. How much they want to end their lives. Today the police came and we had to watch the video that Olivia Penpraze did before she killed her self. There were little dicks who were laughing at her pain. They were laughing at her and her story and everything she said. It really makes me mad. I nearly cried because I have tried to kill myself before and it didn't work. I know how she felt. I know what its like to want to die so badly. If you Billie someone or you laugh or joke about suicide, self harm, eating disorders, depression etc. Stop. Your only making everything worse. They might kill themselves because of you...