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Ch. 4

Present

No... I'm not doing this. Fucking Tate. I thought as a scowl runs across my face.

I know Jace can read all my emotions running across my face so I reel them in. I can sort my own baggage later. Right now it's Jace and I... here and now.

Sitting up I crawl over to his side of the couch and swing my legs over his lap so I am straddling Jaces lap and cradle his face as I looked at him. Startled he looks up and tried to speak but I shake my head.

"No" I said firmly

"I'm not going to lie and say that I am okay because I am not sure I am. But in saying that I also know that not only did he break my heart and leave me, but by leaving he took something that I'm not ready to forgive. But you have to realize something Jace. He left me... he made the choice for us without me and I have come to terms with that." I take a deep breath to collect my thoughts.

"I am trying to moving on and I when you asked me to give this a chance a year ago I promised you I would try to explore this between us so here I am 100%." I spoke slowly so he can hear me.

Breathing deep he looked up and spoke "okay.... I know you are a grown woman and can make your own decisions. I just know deep down I am not Tate...."

Leaning down I kiss his lips so he says no more.

"Stop... I agreed to this. Believe in what I has said.." I leaned over and kissed him deeply.

Groaning into my mouth he slowly moves his lips down my throat. Dragging my hands down I slowly run my hands down his chest and under his shirt. He gasps as my fingers trace up the lines of his abdomen up to his sensitive nipple. Wrapping his hands under my ass he lift me up as I squeak with the abrupt movement. Chuckling he kissed me again as he carries me up the stairs to my bedroom.

Kicking the door closed he pushing me up against the wall as I tighten my legs around his waist so my core is up against the straining bulge of his jeans. Groaning he lifts his arms so I can drag his shirt over his heads.

"Jace boots" I said telling him to remove them and I remove my scrubs leaving me in my baby blue set. His eyes grow dark as he reaches to take off his belt.

Stopping him with my hand I huskily said "No".

Turning him around so his back is now against the wall.  Kneeling I look up at him and he groans as he sees the heat in my eyes and I reach to undo his belt. Pulling his jeans down I see his beautiful cock is pulsing and leaking with need. His breath hitches as I rub my thumb over the tip of his cock gently spreading the precum over his tip. Taking his cock in hand I take his tip in my mouth and run my tongue around him. I open my mouth wider to take him in deeper and then moan as he gently thrust to the back of my throat. The vibrations of my moans against his cock almost making him come undone. After and few more thrust he abruptly lifts me up and carried me to my bed. Bending me down on my stomach over the side of my bed he leans over my back as he drags his fingers down by back to cup my ass and he slowly ventures down to skim his fingers across my folds as his thumb plays with my clit.

Trembling I moaned out "Stop playing with me Jace".

Chuckling he stops rubbing my clit. For a moment it is silent then I hear him suck his fingers clean of my juices as he moans. I groan at the thought while I was distracted he leans over and I feel him at my entrance. He seductively whispers in my ear "Would you rather I do this" as he suddenly thrust into me so deep I crumble into the bed. I feel his hands around run from my back to my neck in a pose of domination. He pound into me from behind as I groan feeling the pressure of a delicious orgasm swirl in my abdomen.

"Jace..." I groaned as he moved faster and deeper. A few more deep power full trusts and I feel his hot essence pouring inside me. He collapses beside me and kissed my head.

"I love you Ev..." he whispers.

"You too Jace" as I close my eyes to doze off, I feel a spark in the pack line pop in place that I hadn't felt in 4 years pop back in. In this moment I was too exhausted to care...