(BL) Learning God Is In Hand, I Have The World [quick wear] BOOK 2

Chapter 365

 Hearing what the official said, Yu Yuxian was so frightened that he lost his mind and struggled like a madman on the spot.

She doesn't want to die, she wants to live! She still has many wishes unfulfilled. She has to earn a lot of money and become a very big official! She can't die!

The officer had already been instructed to cover her mouth with a rag to prevent her from spewing feces and clinging to others.

Li shi couldn't cry, knelt on the ground and hugged the legs of the officers and soldiers, shouting injustice. What five lives, she had never heard of. Someone must have framed their daughter!

The officers and soldiers kicked her away and walked away in a mighty manner, leaving the whole courtyard screaming and barking.

Only then did Yu Yuxian's younger brother, who was also kneeling on the ground begging, raised his head with a happy smile. He also helped him earn so much money before he died, this big brother is really interesting.

Yu Yuxian was imprisoned in a pitch-dark cell, surrounded by a foul stench, like blood mixed with excrement and urine.

You can imagine how many prisoners were held in this cell, and how much filth they discharged.

Yu Yuxian, who has always been pampered, couldn't stand the smell, and even retched a few times.

Suddenly, a quiet aura floated over from the dark corridor opposite the prison door, like incense sticks that attract the soul, which is irresistible. Yu Yuxian sniffed the smell and walked slowly to the cell door, staring at the end of the corridor.

A light footstep sounded from far to near, neither hurried nor slow, and a handsome face flickered and dimmed under the light of faint candles.

This man is actually Zhuang Li!

Yu Yuxian suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he understood something.

And Zhuang Li's words made her feel endless regret in an instant.

"You shouldn't put your mind on my sister. If I don't kill you, I can't sleep at night." He said the cruelest words in a light tone.

In this stinky place, his body was not stained with any dirt.

The killing intent in his dark eyes made Yu Yuxian shudder.

It was so! He just tentatively hooked up with Zhuang Xiaohui on the street and was discovered by Zhuang Li? Zhuang Xiaohui's life is so good! While Zhuang Li indulged her, he protected her so well.

I lost completely, but the person I lost to was not Zhuang Xiaohui, but Zhuang Li. Thinking of this, Yu Yuxian couldn't help but sneer.

Seeing her arrogance, Zhuang Li said lightly, "Yu Yuxian, I already knew you were a woman."

The smile on Yu Yuxian's face froze instantly.

Zhuang Li added: "However, the emperor knew it before me."

Yu Yuxian suddenly opened his eyes wide, as if he had seen a ghost.

"Impossible!" she exclaimed.

Zhuang Li handed over an old and yellowed memorial. The cover of the memorial was stamped with Long Jinwei's special fire stamp. The date was exactly the day Yu Yuxian was admitted to the top spot. , how to deal with this matter, please show the emperor. 】

Feng Ming's Zhu Cui Long Feifeng Dance: 【Stay watch, don't disturb. 】

This is an emperor's greatest tolerance and mind. He gave Yu Yuxian the opportunity to control his own destiny, and how precious such an opportunity is, Yu Yuxian should understand without anyone else to say.

"You have failed the emperor's expectations." Zhuang Li said calmly.

"No, no, it's impossible! You lied to me!" Yu Yuxian roared again and again, as if mad.

However, she recalled many details that proved that the emperor knew her identity for a long time.

The emperor led his ministers to Xishan to soak in soup, but he never called her; the emperor and his courtiers discussed affairs all night, and he would always let her go first; the emperor would leave her in the camp when he went out to hunt around the city.

These many special cares are not because of doting, but because of taboo.

The emperor knew everything, but he did not criticize him, nor did he suppress or exclude him. However, in order to find a way out, she secretly helped Feng Yu win the heirloom, and even thought of using Feng Yu's power to escape by fake death, so as to avoid future troubles.

She wanted to abandon this dangerous identity and return to the court as a noblewoman. However, this identity is not dangerous at all, and it has long been acquiesced by the emperor.

As long as she keeps her feet on the ground, she can always enter the cabinet, or even become an inner minister.

She can achieve unimaginable achievements.

Yu Yuxian slowly knelt down to the ground, tears streaming down his face unconsciously. She tossed in such a big circle, what is she tossing about! She lost all of her great future!

How could she accept such a fact?

If she accepts, her whole life will be completely denied.

When she covered her face and fell into extremely painful remorse, Zhuang Li said firmly: "Yu Yuxian, even if you don't mix with Feng Yu, you are destined to achieve nothing. Therefore, all assumptions are It's impossible. Your failure is doomed from the moment you were born."

"You are talking nonsense!" Yu Yuxian put down his hands covering his face, revealing a hideous face: "My mother raised me as a man and gave My best education, I am better than any woman! I can do what I want to do! What is Zhuang Xiaohui, if you hadn't helped her behind her back, she would be nothing!"

"The one who is nothing is You." Zhuang Li sneered: "Do you know where the most powerful driving force in a person's heart comes from when he walks in the world?"

Yu Yuxian remained silent, just looking at Zhuang Li with red eyes.

"It comes from here." Zhuang Li pointed to his chest and said slowly: "It comes from my own recognition and affirmation of myself. No matter how dangerous the level is, this power will say to him: You can, you must It can be done. So, there is no hurdle that this person cannot overcome."

Yu Yuxian sneered: "You are right, I remind myself like this all the time, so I was admitted to the champion."

"But, do you still remember who you are? This man's skin has been worn for too long. Have you forgotten that you were originally a woman? After being bullied by those five wealthy businessmen, why didn't you take revenge on them, but instead took a few weak women to vent your anger?"

Zhuang Li slowly approached the cell, his tone getting colder: "Because When you become a man, your brain has such a consciousness - man is the symbol of power, and women are born to be suppressed and despised. This skin gives you strength, but also devours the real You. The stronger your appearance, the weaker your heart will be. Because you cannot identify with your own identity from the bottom of your heart, and you despise women more than men.

"So after being bullied by men, you will only look for weak women to vent your anger. You dare not resist authority, you are cowardly and incompetent, you despise yourself, despise yourself, deny yourself, and even despise, despise, and deny other women. You use five fresh lives to fill the incompleteness of your heart. You have no strength, let alone the backbone to support yourself in the world. You don't even deserve to be an official like this. Zhuang Li stared straight into Yu Yuxian's terrified eyes and said, "

And my sister, if the same thing happened to you, she would dare to screw off the heads of those who bullied her. Her arrogance is still there, her strength is still there, she knows she is a woman, but she is not willing to accept her fate. She fought against this world with all her might, and you only dare to hide behind this putrid skin and do nasty things. This is the biggest difference between you and her. She's a decent person, and what are you? "

Zhuang Li pointed to his chest and asked in a deep voice, "What are you?" After the night falls, all sounds are silent, have you seriously examined this heart and then went to seek this answer? What the hell are you? Men, women, good people, bad people, or beasts? These questions became sharper and sharper ,

forcing Yu Yuxian to retreat again and again, shaking her head anxiously.

She hit the wall, and then fell to the ground along the wall, her face full of despair.

Zhuang Li looked down at her and sneered: "You already have the answer in your heart. What image you appear in your dreams is what you look like in reality. No one knows better than your own heart, who you are in the end. What?"

Yu Yuxian covered his head and started shouting, then slammed his forehead against the wall frantically.

In her dreams, she always appears in the form of a mouse.

She was wearing a dingy skin and hid in the filthy ditch. When she heard footsteps outside, she stuck out half of her head and looked at Zhuang Xiaohui who was walking in the sun with hatred.

This dream appeared over and over again, making her anxious and angry.

It turned out that she had vaguely realized that she had changed from a human to a monster so long ago.

"No, no, I'm not like that!" Yu Yuxian shouted hoarsely.

Zhuang Li's light laughter penetrated her eardrums: "It seems that you yourself know what you are. So from the moment you were born, your tragedy has been doomed."

He shook his head and said indifferently: " Disapproval of your own identity will only bring about one result in the end, which is denial and destruction. So sooner or later, you will always be defeated. Without the support of your core strength, how can you fight against the world?

" Wasting his saliva, Zhuang Li waved his hand and left the dungeon in a hurry.

He also took away the only wisp of air that was not polluted.

After he left, Yu Yuxian broke free from the state of extreme disorder. It was only then that she realized that her life had been ruined from the start.

The confusion of identity made her lose herself, and then lost her direction. Walking in the officialdom, every step requires repeated consideration and consideration, and the fate of making mistakes is doomed.

Yu Yuxian, who had no direction, could not have made mistakes in such an environment, much less could have reached the finish line safely.

Zhuang Li is right, she will always fail, it is doomed.

"Mother, you hurt me! You hurt me! I'll give you back this skin! I don't want it anymore!" Yu Yuxian started frantically pulling his hair.

After reflection, she put all the mistakes on her mother's head, which shows that she is hopeless.

Standing in the cold wind, Zhuang Li took a deep breath of the fresh air outside, and asked, "Little mental retarded, did the script say anything about Yu Yuxian becoming the queen?"

"No." 7480 flipped through the script, spread his hands and said, "This The script is a standard fairy tale ending, and the hero and heroine live happily together."

"Really? Then I'll write a continuation for it." Zhuang Li pondered: "The queen Yu Yuxian and the imperial concubine Zhuang Yunzhu, you came and I fought endlessly, and finally was abolished and died miserably."

7480 hurriedly wrote this sentence at the end, and asked curiously: "Master, how did you know that she would lose to Zhuang Yunzhu?"

"She has three Achilles' heel: First, her background is not clear, and a discerning person can dig out her dark history with a little check; second, she and Feng Yu have experienced too many things together, and they know the most unbearable and unspeakable secrets of the other party. When you are in love, this is a bonus item. When you don't love each other, this is a life reminder. Third, she is not like Zhuang Yunzhu, who has a powerful mother family and a powerful elder brother. Her position as a queen is empty."

Zhuang Liyao She shook her head and said in a loose tone, "So, no matter in or out of the show, she will be empty."

At the same time, Yu Yuxian, who had woken up from crying until she fainted, has changed her appearance. She had a terrible dream just now.

She touched her neck that had no streaks, and the expression on her face was very surprised, as if she couldn't believe she was still alive.

But it didn't take long for her to laugh wildly: "Hahaha, it turns out that what Zhuang Li said is true, no matter which way I go, I have to die. Wrong, wrong, I went from the beginning. Wrong!"

After laughing wildly, she covered her face and cried.

Endless remorse flooded my heart like a tide, but it was too late...