Love at first sight / Dreamnotfound

Chapter 20: Forgiving

Mention of abuse, bullying, alcohol

(Friday)

After a few minutes of silence Nick finally spoke up "So uhm George. I am really sorry that I hurt you. I didn't think about what I was doing. I always used to hurt everyone, because I was scared" Nick said. "Scared?" George asked.

"Yes. I had a shitty life at home. My parents died and I was sent to my uncle. He always told me to be a real man and the only way is hurting others to be better. I always listened him, cause I didn't want to get in trouble. I now live with my brother and could get away from my uncle"

"I know that is not an excuse for what I've done, but I am really sorry. I think I was angry that Clay didn't want to hurt you. I thought that he would replace me" Nick said looking directly at George.

"So I am really sorry for everything and I wish I could've changed what I have done. I hope you can forgive me one day. Not soon, but eventually hopefully" Nick said.

"I-I don't know if I can so easily" George replied looking back at Nick. "I'll try, bit I won't forget about it so soon. You really hurt me" George said.

"Thank you, George. I am really sorry again. Bit I am really thankfull that you are trying to forgive me" Nick said.

"You know I am not trying it for you or me. I am trying it for Clay. I know he likes you very much. You're like a brother to him. And I think he really missed his best friend" George said smiling at Clay.

Clay smiled back between Nick and George. He than pressed a quick kiss onto George's lips.

"Do I have to watch you two touching each other all the time?" Nick asked. "Yes, I guess" George said and they all laughed.

"I need to go to the toilet" George said walking away. "I have a question" Nick asked. "Go on" Clay replied.

"You know how you told me to not hurt George" Nick said. "Yes?" Clay asked. "Why didn't you want me to hurt him like others?" Nick asked.

"Because when I met him for the first time I-I felt something. I felt that he was the one. And I couldn't stand you for wanting to hurt him" Clay said smiling at Nick.

"That's cute. I'm again really sorry. I really hope he is the one for you" Nick said smiling back at Clay. "I have another question?" Nick said and George nodded.

"Did you guys fuck yet?" Nick asked. "Nick! What the fuck!" Clay said between laughes. "What? It was just a question" Nick said laughing too.

"No! That's not a normal question to ask!" Clay said wheezing. "What did I just walk in to?" George asked sitting back down next to Clay.

"He...he asked if we..if we made out yet" Clay said betweeen laughes. "He what?" George asked laughing. "I was..was just asking" Nick said laughing too.

After minutes of laughing they eventually came done. "Now answer my question. Did you guys fuck?" Nick asked.

Clay looked ar George and smirked. "Well..." Clah began befor George put a hand ontop of Clay's mouth, so he wouldn't talk more.

"Wait! Holy shit! I was just joking! Omg! You guys fucked!" Nick said. "No..we didn't. I mean yes, but no.." George tried to say.

"George. Don't lie" Clay said with his strict, sexy voice. "Wow, wow, wow. So you guys did fuck. Omg!" Nicks said.

"Can we please just move on" George said embarrassed. "I don't know if I can move on after that, but.." Nick said and they broke out into laughter once again.

"I think I need to get going" Nick said standing up. "Okay" Clay and George replied.

"And George I am truly sorry for what I did. I still feel so awful" Nick said. "Don't be. We all make mistakes. I haven't forgiven you completely yet, but over the time I think I will" George said.

"Thank you. That means a lot to me" Nick said. George nodded and smiled. "Bye now. See you" Nick said stepping outside. "Bye Nick" Clay replied closing the door.

Clay turned to George and said "I'm proud of you" "Why?" George asked. "Because you ate trying to forgive Nick" Clay said and George smiled.

"I know how hard that is. Forgiving someone who hurt you. But you are very strong for trying" Clay said. "Thank you" George replied.

Clay bent down and placed a sweet kiss on his soft lips. "I love you George" "I love you too, Clay"

"You look very cute today" Clay said looking down at his boyfriend. George was wearing grey sweatpants and a black big hoodie from Clay.

"Thank you" George mumbled. His face turned bright pink. He was embarrassed and tried to his his flustered face by covering it with his hands.

Clay pulled them away and said "No need to be embarrassed. You're face us too pretty to hide it" George blushed even more, literally turning into a tomato.

"Aww. My Georgie is even more cut now" Clay teased. "Clay, stop" George aid giggling. "Why? Teasing you is so fun" Clay said kissing George's cheek.

"Clay!" George said when Clay's lips started sucking on George's exposed neck. "What?" Clay asked innocently, like he didn't know what he was doing to George.

Clay began lowering his face to George's neck again while his hands ran down George's waist. George's eyes shut and started watering.

"S-stop please" George said very quite. "George?" Clay asked standing back up. "Please stop" George said again.

George opened his eyes and looked at Clay. George looked scared. Scared that Clay would die something he didn't want.

"George" Clay said. George was shocked tht George thought he'd go any further.

"George. You know I'd never do something like this. I would never do something you didn't feel compfortble with" Clay said.

"I know. I'm sorry. I just..." George said. "Tell me, please" Clay asked. George just shook his head.

"George, I need to know if something is wrong" Clay said. "No, no it's fine" George said. "It's clearly not fine. Please, tell me" Clay said.

"No..." George said. Clay sighted and said "Do you wanna go to bed and cuddle?" George nodded and Clay carried him to their bedroom.

Clay laid Georfe down on the bed. "Do you want me to go?" Clay asked. He didn't know what he should do after what just happened.

"No..y-you can stay" Georfe said. Clay nodded laid down next to George. He carefully put an arm around George's waist.

He pulled George closer to himself, so there was no space between them. "I love you George" Clay said. "I love you too" Geirfe replied befor falling asleep.

Clay's POV:

Clay once again couldn't sleep. He couldn't stop thinking what just happened. He looked so scared. Scared of me.

I never saw like this when I teased him. Did something happen? Did I do something wrong? Was it my fault?

I would never forgive myself if I did something to him or if I am the reason that he is scared when I touch him. I hope I can talk about it later with him.

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Chapter 20! Hope you'll like it. The next chapters are gonna be cool!