Heyyyyy .. So sad this chapter !!!
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Chapter 16
Zayn's POV.
I sat there with tears running down my face. I felt empty, broken. I couldn't be angry at her. She loved me to. She didn't want to hurt me.
She said it herself. Then she ran. She left me there. The kiss still lingered on my lips. I could tell it broke her to leave. She believed that she didn't deserve me.
I cried. I sat there for I don't know how long before heading back. I hope Abi's okay. I walked in and saw the boys sitting around eating serial. They all looked at me when I came in.
Harry rushed to me and held me.
"Hey Zayn what happened? Where's Abi?" I looked at him.
"She isn't back yet?" Liam shook his head and I broke down again.
"Liam I messed up. I messed up big time. I just couldn't help it. I needed to tell her. Its all my fault." Liam took me from Harry. He held me.
"No Zayn you didn't. Tell us what happened." So I told them everything.
Harry looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
"I'm so sorry Harry." He shook his head and sat next to me on the other side.
"Shh its not your fault. She really did love you." I nodded and checked the time. Its 09:30 am.
Where was Abi. I jumped up.
"We have to go look for her." Harry nodded and we walked outside. I may know where she went.
We split up and me and Liam walked towards the forest.
"I'm so sorry Liam." Liam looked at me.
"She loves you. She really does Zayn. I knew what she did was for the best but she was wrong. I believe you can fix her." I nodded and we walked in silence. Then I heard it.
Crying. I then stopped and gestured to Liam he must go.
"You sure?" He whispered. I nodded.
"I'll tell the boys you found her." He nodded and I walked away.
It hurt but I know she needs Liam now. More than she needs me I guess
Abi's POV
I don't know how late is it. I'm still crying. I've got one massive headache. I just wish I could die right now. I'm nothing without Zayn. Zayn. Oh god how is he keeping up?
I heard a noise and I looked up. Liam. I stood up and ran to him. I hugged him while sobbing.
"You must probably hate me right now but how else? What else could I have done. Zayn.. Oh god Zayn." I whispered my voice broke by Zayn.
He just shook his head and held me.
"You could have decided to let things be." I looked down.
"I couldn't Liam. I'm broken. I'm finished." With that I ran. I ran til I found the beech.
I saw Zayn but I ran past him. I ran till I was at the end of the peer. I stood there with tears in my eyes. I'm going to finish it now. its the cowards way out. But I'm going to do it.
I climbed the rail till I was on top. I looked down at the deep blue sea. I smiled feeling free. A sense of comfort laid there.
Then I heard the shouts.
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