Just In Love ✓

40.

3rd person POV:

(Be ready to be disappointed for this chapter lmao)

The blonde jungkook was dressed in a black suit as he stood beside the priest waiting for the bride to walk down the aisle.

He had been looking down the whole time with a blank expression as his eyes were swollen as well and was also swinging on his feet left and right once in a while because of the dizziness he felt after not eating or drinking anything from two days.. his body feeling tired and hurt because of the wounds as well as just emotional exhaustion.

He didn't want to be here but in his lover's loving and comforting embrace instead.. but that was impossible for him now as he wasn't even allowed to think about him at all either.. or taehyung would be killed.

Oh how he wished it was taehyung in his place waiting for him with a wide body smile instead and it was him who stepped towards him in a white dress with seokjin walking him down the aisle.. but that was not something a man should think he reminded himself.

He had known the man from barely 1 year and he loves and trusts him so much to agree to marry him right away without second thoughts.. but that isn't possible for two men in this time at all. Even thinking of such a thing is a sin.

Jungkook chuckled to himself bitterly on the inside as he realised that the lover he had been thinking about probably doesn't even know what is happening and here is jungkook thinking of him on the day of his own wedding when his soon to be wife would be arriving any second.

"What was my fault that i have to go through this right now."he thought to himself as he turned his head up hearing the music play and the doors to open while the woman dressed in a white dress slowly walked in with her father by her side and a long Trail and a veil following her behind.

Jungkook couldn't look at her for longer knowing who is the girl dresses up for.. instead looked around in the crowd of guests instead to distract himself from his thoughts.

There was not a single person he could recognise other than his father and trainer 'min yoongi'.

As he looked through it.. he squinted his eyes as he felt like he knows one person. The one he thought looked familiar was dressed up in some warm brown oversized sweater with beige pants and loafers and a beret on his head with some brunette hair peeking out.. unlike all the guests who were dressed in suits and dresses.

Jungkook felt his breath hitch and tears well up for the nth time when the boy walked a little closer for the better view and the groom noticed the brunette's face properly and how it had dark circles under his eyes and swollen eyes along with his face being all red now especially the nose as tears ran down his cheeks freely while his hands trembled.

He didn't even realise that the bride was there as she forwarded her hand ready to be held by the boy who was busy staring at the brunette who was staring at him while crying with almost betrayed and hurt eyes.

I can't do this.

Jungkook said in his mind as he turned towards the woman who still had her hand in his air waiting for it to be held.

The groom felt a wave of dizziness again as he almost lost his balance.. reaching out for the nearest support to himself but there was literally nothing beside him other than priest and jaswi.

He handled his ground again after blinking his eyes for a few seconds to clear his spinning vision and hesitantly held the girl's hand in his own trembling one as she stood up infront of him.

The boy who had been looking at him noticed that as he reflexively took a step ahead as in to hold the younger but took the step back when he realised he couldn't.