Hidden in the past

The truth will out

Jimin didn't know why but he felt like Jungkook was staring at him but whenever he looked up the other was looking somewhere else.
It was supper time and the boys chatted as they ate.
"So come on, who had a sexual encounter while they were away?"
"Jungkook!"
"What I'm sure we all want to know!"
"I did, two very pretty girls," Tae said
"Really! How come I didn't know ?"
"Because you were always flirting but not following through Kook!"
"I did..., once "
"Get you two, quite the Romeo's aren't you ," Jin laughed.
"I did," a solemn Suga said.
"Girls?boys?...." Hobi asked matter of factly
"Yer,"
RM laughed,"knew it"
Jimin gaped at the answers, he felt a sting when Jungkook said he had but knew he didn't figure in the others life.
"So Jimin what about you?" Jungkook stared at him making him go red.
"N-no,"
"But your not a virgin are you?"
"I er um no"
"Jimin who was it a fling or something else?"
"I Erm, they, we it was just the once,"
"Ok enough of that it's embarrassing ,"
"Why didn't you get any Jin?"
"You cheeky little...."Jin chased Jungkook around the room throwing cushions at him which soon turned into a pillow fight.
Jimin took the chance to disappear to his room his thudding heart slowing down, oh god his secret was still safe Jungkook had no idea.
Ten minutes later a knock at the door had him sitting up still holding the book he was reading.
"Come in?"
"Hey Jimin I picked this up at the shops today it's supposed to ease bruising I'm not sure if it works but as we have practice tomorrow I thought you could use it."
" oh Kookie that's sweet of you thanks,"
"No problem, what you reading?"
"Just a book on famous buildings places I might want to go,"
"Eugh! Why go if you can see it in the internet?"
"It's not the same Kookie you can soak up the atmosphere and see the craftsmanship  " Jimin laughed at the others expression.
Jungkook made as if to go, " oh Jimin you dropped this."
Jimin looked up to see his crescent moon necklace dandlng from Jungkooks hand.
"Oh thanks Kookie I didn't re.........."
He suddenly remembered he hadn't been wearing it in fact he couldn't remember seeing it since......, it dawned on him as he saw Jungkooks calculating glance. His brain went into utter chaos as Jungkook stepped forward his eyes trained on the other .
"Cat got your tongue?"
"N-no Its um...."
"Funny thing is I found this in my bed the day after we got drunk the day of enlistment.
"D-did you?"
"Now how could that be Jimin?"
Jimins brain was working overtime then,
"Er I had to um put you to bed you were too drunk maybe you pulled it off ."
"Jimin one thing I do remember is that you are a lousy liar" he stepped closer," Jimin did we fuck?"
Jimin looked alarmed and instantly denied it," no, no we didn't, we didn't !!"
Jungkook looked closely then a look of horror came over his face," Jimin, did I , did I rape you?!?!"
Jimin saw the disgust at the thought in Jungkooks face and knew he had to come clean.
Slumping to his bed he shook his head," No Kookie you didn't , it was mutual I wanted it as much as you did, you were drunker than me so I should have stopped it but I didn't , I knew if you remembered in the morning you would hate me more and probably yourself so after I woke up in your bed I dressed and left early."
"But I can remember your tears and holding your hands above your head?"
"It was my first time, we were both horny and you are...rather large, we had no lube, but you made me feel good...I knew you weren't gay but I let it happen , but don't be embarrassed I won't tell anyone....."
Jungkook didn't know what to say,he had always known it but locked it away,completely blanked it, Jimin on the other hand had lived with the secret eating away at him guiltily. He probably thought Jungkook would annihilate him if the news spread. How low must he have been feeling living with the worry the secret may come out.
"I'm sorry Jimin, I don't know what to say."
"I understand......., if it makes things awkward  I will...I will step down, I'm the eldest I should have stopped it and I didn't , i-I'll hand my resignation in tomorrow .
"No! I mean I'm sorry I didn't remember, I'm sorry if I hurt you, I'm sorry it wasn't special for you and there's no need to Quit we are adults and should deal  with it, so stop worrying ok?"
Jimin stared in astonishment at the other. Could they carry on after knowing this ? It seemed Jungkook wanted to, Jimin felt a weight lift from him he started babbling," ok so then I'll try and keep out of your way I realise your not normally keen on the touchy feely stuff so I wont do that to you, I'll ..."
"Stop Jimin....., I feel like a jerk for the stuff I did, I'm not worried about that, i-i remember some of  it and how good it felt ,"
Jimin blushed and at that moment jungkook stepped close looping one arm around Jimins neck and in a dominant way bringing Jimins lips to his wanting to taste them.After the initial shock Jimin joined in  giving into the need he'd felt for years.the kiss was deep and passionate Jimin pulling back eventually to breathe.
Jungkooks eyes looked full of lust, just this small taste had made him want more, but Jimin could also see confusion in his face.
"Erm this time I'm stopping it, you don't know what you want and doing this won't help, t-thanks for the bruise stuff,Erm goodnight Kookie," all the time he'd been talking he had pushed Jungkook towards the door until finally he was outside and before he could get his brain in order Jungkook found himself facing a closed door and hearing the lock click.
"This isn't over Jimin," he said through the door before going into his room and throwing himself on the bed," ow!" He looked down seeing the effect Jimin had on him." Holy shit...., I like a man," sorting that information in his head he stripped off walking into the shower to fix his not so little problem.