I wish it was me but I don't
I wish it was me in the way where I would be yours and you would be mine
But not in a relationship type away
I value you to much for that
I don't want to lose you
I want to be the person you go to for everything
And I know you ask me for girl advice and stuff but that's not what I mean
I want you be able to come to me when your crying
Or when you livid
Or when you just want to talk
And I think I would be fine with out you in my life
But at the same time I don't
Because It would hurt to much to lose you
Because I still have you
Or maybe that's just how I will feel for right now
Maybe I'm so wrapped up in the idea of us or what could have been
Or what wasn't
And that's why it would hurt
Or maybe i'm just jealous
But not in the manic way
In the way where i don't want to hurt like i do right now
Even though i still have you
But I am happy for you
And how your all loved up by her
And how she makes you smile and laugh
But at the end of all of this I'm still happy I have you
I'm happy I have you
