Fated to be my MR.RIGHT

Jealous

Sunny's POV

They dance in the dancefloor include Taecyeon, GookJu pull him to them. Im the one who left on the table, watching them while drinking.

Im a bit bored. But I dont want to leave, I want to talk Jackson. Its been a month when we had long conversation. I miss the way he annoyed me, I miss the stubborn Jackson.

Im looking for the right time to talk him.

Jackson suddenly approached me. My heart run so fast.

I gulped. This is the right time!

"Are you bored?"He suddenly asks while pouring brandy to his glasses.

"Ah-e. No."

"Wanna join us?"

"Ah--"Someone cut my words.

"Jackson, come! Let's dance."MinAh clung to him and pull him to the dancefloor.

Urg.

Thinking out Loud suddenly played. Its remind me when we're in Japan. Jackson offered his hand to me.

We've dance for the moment.

I can't look at his eyes. Because its awkward.

When I look at him, He's the one who can't look at my eyes.

We have been talk and laughed for a moment.

Because of him, I could smile truly.

I forgot all the pain at time.

We've shared our smiled and laughed.

We both enjoyed at that time.

Something knocked on my head, Why Im thinking of that, its already past. Its strange and I hate it! I really hate it!

I look at Jackson and MinAh, they are dancing, Jackson hugged by MinAh. While his hand is on MinAh's waist.

My hearts says its supposed to be me, right? But my mind says its supposed to be her.

But he said before that he likes me? He almost love me?

But--- It is all Joke? Does he was playing around that time! Sucks. I hate this feeling. Why Im so pathetic to believe! Nice joke, I almost believed! Why my chest was on so much pain! I really hate it.

I hate the way she look at him, I hate the way he smiling to her. I really hate the way I feel jealous! Its pain and sucks.

MinAh move her face closer to him, their nose kissed, their lips was inch away. And the next moved came from Jackson's lips, they kissed, its make-out actually.

I turn my eyes away from them. I cupped my face, The tears starting falling from my eyes. I can't help but to run towards washroom.

Jackson's POV.

I've been looking Sunny in a couple of minutes, I just want to know if she's still here. Im still worried at her, even she does'nt care.

I kissed MinAh, two times. I dont know what I've done. The way she look at me, the way she bite her lip in front of me, its all trap! And I fell at her trap that cause to me to kiss her. Hell that lust!

I went to the rooftop to look for her, and I saw her and taecyeon hyung hugging. They broke the hug, hyung kiss her forehead, down to her nose and crashed to her lips. They kissed infront of me! Hell!

Fuck! Why I felt this way! I hold my nape, and try to calmed myself! Fuck that pain! Im in so much pain right now, why you always do this to me!

Although I kissed MinAh, she's still at my mind! Its hard to me to forget her! Im almost dying worrying to her. I love her so much.

It is hard to me to love me back?

It is really hard?

I kicked the trash can besides the door and drag myself somewhere. Somewhere I can hide. Somewhere I can cry, somewhere w/out SUNNY.

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