A Strange Feeling Call Love

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Well a pic of max is there.

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When people say that love cannot be define I say friendship cannot be define.
《Nehidah》

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Sidra's pov

I groaned......ughhhh kick you sun......my head is spinning round and round.
After many attempts I finally opened my eyes.

The first thing I realised is that I'm not in my room.

The second thing I realised is that I'm naked under the bed sheets alone.

The only thing that came to my mind was the old memories where I stopped being me.

I couldn't stop but let my tears touch my cheeks.

After realising that who ever the person I slept with is not coming back I changed into my clothes and left the room only to hear Ashton's voice from the next room.

".......yeah man you know me"

"Okay now you're going to pay me"

"No worries she's still sleeping and she wouldn't know it was me......even if she does it's not a big deal cuz it's not like I force her huh"

Well that was my time to leave the disgusting place. The faster I ran towards my house the faster the old memories came to my mind which made me want to cry harder and hug someone.

Again and again and again.

Why me?

Do they really think that I'm a feelingless creature?

Well if no one cares about my feelings I'll show them what they have brought through me.......its not like i have my parents and sister behind my back telling me what to do (the people who doesn't even know whether I'm dead or alive.)

Who cares....now even I don't care about me.

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Ashton's pov

Last night was great . I don't mind having a second round with Sidra.

After ending the call with Max I walked towards my room........ and its empty.....

Where is she?.
probably left .

that's good rather than dealing with the emotional drama.

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Sid's pov

After having a shower only one emotion remained in myself. Hate....Hate....Hate

In the evening I heard the door bell rings nonstop . when I open the door Emma standing front of me furiously frowning greeted me.

"What are you doing here " I asked/snapped

"Well a little bird told me that my best friend who hasn't answered for any of my my phone calls, voice and text messages is not fine at all and here I am..... now are you letting me inside or do I have to push you aside " she asked in a serious tone.

Well at least there's one who cares for you sid . my inner voice said.

After telling the whole story I ended up crying.

"Hey shhhhh I'm gonna kill that jerk....."she said and hugged me.

"No your not because I want to face this.i will show them that they have made me to a heartless inhuman"i said . anger/hate made my hands shake.

"What.....no don't......"she stopped me.

"But why...... who gave them the right to bet on me and......"I couldn't bring out my voice.

"Hey I'm not gonna leave you so just get some sleep I'm gonna inform my mom that today I'm gonna spend the night here okay "she said and left the room.

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Emma's pov

I'm going to kill that son of a biscuit....

I dialed cassie's number . It answered in the second ring

"Hello....."

"Hey cassie its me...im Emma"

"Hey what's wrong? is Sidra okay " she sounds concerned.

"Well you see somethings happened in Emma's life that no one knows and I think she needs people who she can trust so...."before I continue she cut me off.

"What do you mean somethings happened in her life huh? Come on Em tell me what exactly happened......"before she continues more I spoke up.

"Cassie I think at least you should come here " I said unsure of my own words.

"I'll try my best though I got some exams in todays I'll try....until that take care of her got it....."she said.

"Okay" I ended up the call.

Though things have changed between sid and cassie still they are inseparable . I really hope that things will get back to normal where sid only saw happiness......

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Sidra'spov

"It's just a mistake sid!!! An everyone make mistakes"

"I love you Sidra justice.....will you be my girlfriend"

"Daniel.....come on baby you don't need a freak like this when you can spend some quality
Time with me huh"

"She's still sleeping man"

"Okay now you're going to pay me"
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When I woke up I realised that those are not just memories but the reality.and its almost seven o'clock which made me think that depression really helps to sleep for hours.

After getting back to myself from the zombie zone I headed downstairs and saw Emma watching the TV.

"Hey your up . How do you feel now " she asked as I sat beside her in my favourite fuzzy armchair.

"Well I do feel like my self now and thanks for staying with me "I said.

"Hey what are friends for and there are other people who cares for you beside me sid....its just that I think you should give try to reunite your family who cares for you and loves you anyway let's go shopping tonight " she said.

Well I should have seen it coming.

"I'm not in a good mood " I said trying to block all the memories.

"I know but I have a suprise so that means you are coming" she said getting up and pulling me.

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Hope you like my story and this chapter gave me a hard time so even I get confused sometimes so please don't hate it.

Oh well this story is not edited so please ignore the grammar and the spelling errors.
&Nehidah&.

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