A Girl In Heaven // My life with the Beatles

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i got off the train and hugged my sister ''and how was italy did you meet someone?'' i laughed and walked with her towards the car ''why? i'm with john i don't need another guy just him i love him and he loves me ''when jane heard john her face tightened all the happiness faded ''jane? isn't that right?'' ''well umm michelle there are a few things you should know george and pattie have broken up unfortunately with me and paul everything is going well and they have a new drummer his name is richard but he wants to be called ringo' '''Everything sounds exciting but what about john now?!'' I repeated my question ''where you left he felt really shitty he missed you so much it wasn't normal anymore and then his mother died in a car accident -What?! julia?'' i was sad right away because i liked her very much ''yes and john was so bad that he had a new one every day to distract himself he drank more paul wanted to say something but nothing helped he missed you a lot''' 'aha and that's why he cheated on me? where is john i want to talk to him right away''''today they  have a performance''''oh yeah i'm there''

I made myself extra pretty and put on very nice clothes my hair was longer i had become very slim and people hardly recognized me at all.I put on my make-up and put on my new perfume so that I could cover my smell. I looked at myself in the mirror for a long time and I was ready. I had a plan.

me and jane drove the car she finally got her driver's license fortunately. i got in the car and my sister looked at me very confused ''wow michelle you are beautiful not to be recognized at all'' i smiled and drove off

when we were there i went into the club called cavern i immediately got the smell of alcohol, cigarettes and sweat in my nose there were really a lot of people no wonder the place was in a good mood jane went to paul and i went with him next to him was george i hugged paul first and he smiled right at me in a nice way he was happy i was back then i wanted to hug george he breathed ''wow'' i smiled ''you turned out really... pretty i mean wow ''i smiled and thank you they said they were sorry about john and i should talk to him but no ugh i hated him ''and now the quarrymen'' i remembered it the first time i saw them john wrote a song about me oh john i was about to get sad but i had to pull myself together they were about to play michelle ''ouch'' i said jane looked at me sadly john looked at someone else at the song then he winked at her and my patience I was smart needed fresh air ''where do you want to go?'' jane asked me ''out'' i had to get out i couldn't do all that anymore.

i've been outside for an hour now i puffed on my cigarette when someone tapped my shoulder it was john.. ''hey pretty lady what's your name?'' he asked me this a. ''Sophie'' I smiled with a sugar-sweet voice ''You are really pretty'' He played with my buttons on the top of my dress and he pulled me into the toilet ''Would you mind?'' I couldn't even answer and he opened mine buttons on the dress i don't even want to know why he's so good at it and then he kissed me very wildly i kissed his neck and kept going up to his ear and whispered ''it's michelle you idiot'' i gave him such a hard slap in the face . I quickly buttoned up my buttons and left ''Michelle!'' he called afterwards

                                                           I hate you John Lennon