So it's been a while since I've written anything really. Alot has happened since that year. I fell in and out of love. I graduated, and I went to a new school. Then got stuck in a pandemic and it felt like life was standing still. No movement whatsoever. The only thing that kept going was my age. Then I met someone again, who I am currently very happy with. But I still feel like my time was robbed. I feel like I robbed me from myself. It's time to find me again. But this time I have someone by my side who would support me no matter what. The world has turned into a much darker place than before. War is happening in Ukraine, the abortion laws in the US have been overturned, and we are reaching a period of hunger and poverty .Sometimes I feel like people don't listen to anyone else but themselves. Humanity is falling down a dark tunnel. There is one thing that I know for sure, I need to appreciate my life to its fullest. Long enough I have hated, doubted myself. It's because of the weight of others expectations and the pleasing of other people I have lost myself again. And I feel like the world , humanity has lost its knowledge of purpose on this earth. We need to stand against the rich and the people who are taking our very freedoms away. I need to listen to not only others, but myself when people say I'm beautiful. I need to find a connection again with myself and my passion. The inner girl, the scared girl. I need to make peace with her. I need to face her to be able to move on.
