𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊 × 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

3: Friends? Or more?

How could he ask me that? He want us to be like friends with benefits? What can I get besides losing my job? Not that I would sleep with him for real.

Well.... I could but.... No y/n!!!

The cold water from the shower was running through my whole body but still my mind was clouded with his thoughts. What should I tell him? That I want to fuck him? No. I would never do that.

I woke up from my thoughts when my phone started ringing. I covered myself in a towel and stepped out. I checked my call and it was Rosie.

Rosie was my best friend from high school to now. She's always been with me forever. Even though when moved far away for my studies, she always visited me and I would do the same. We always talked about the boys in our universities. It's been a while since talked like that. We haven't been talking a lot since we got jobs in different cities. I missed her so much.

I put my clothes on and sat on the couch. I called her back.

Rosie: Hey babe!

Y/n: Hii honeypie.

Rosie: I'm coming there okayy? I've been transferred to a company there. So I'm gonna stay with you. I will be there next week. You have to pick me up from the airport. I'll tell you when.

Y/n: What? When?

Rosies: I'm busy right now. I'll text you in the evening. I missed you so much. Bieee. Love yaa.

Line cuts.

Whats gotten into her? Is she so much busy that she doesn't have any time to call me? That definitely why I didn't want to work in those companies. Anyways I have work to do.

My second project was to review the outfits of the members and make changes if needed. I was also in preparing the venue for the performance based on the them.

I took my laptop and looked through the outfits. It only need needed small changes on the sleeves and neck. I noted those things and send the changes to be made to the designer. I also went out for some groceries as I cannot eat rameyon everyday. I also bought many things for the apartment. I was so happy that Lisa would come and stay with me.

It was late as I walked through the street back to my apartment. It's so beautiful so those cities shining. I wish I could shine like that.

I don't know what happened but suddenly I wished someone would love me the way those characters on in the movies loved each other. I wondered if I ever have true love like them. My mom always said that true love always comes to you. You just have to wait for them. But I never felt like that. I wondered if had a soulmate. They always say soulmates find each other. I whispered " I wish my prince would come for me. "

Is it because I watch too many dramas? Or I listen to too many love songs?

It doesn't matter.

People need something so they can move on with their life. To me it was studies, and then job. And now I have nothing to push me. To be honest even I slep with one or two guys, it didn't have any attachment. But now, now I wish I had a true love that would stay with me for the rest of my life.

I laid on bed thinking about that. And then Jungkook came into my mind. I kept reminding myself that its just work. I don't want anything more than friends.

It all started because I stared at him yesterday. Why did I do that? Is he too hot that I can't help myself looking at him and his body? No he's not. Then why? No. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm gonna be professional from now on. I don't let anything personal affect my work.