𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐏𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞 || 𝐉𝐉𝐊 × 𝐑𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

5: Secret

I woke up feeling somewhat excited and also a bit shy. I couldn't find Jungkook anywhere. Then I knew he left me. A part of me was sad that he wasn't there when I woke up.

I looked at the time and started getting ready for work. Before going to the company, I stopped at the pharmacy store for some birth control pills as I didn't want to get pregnant. I can't even imagine myself as a mom.

I walked in to the company with a great feeling. The cold wind was brushing my hairs. I felt like I was in a movie. But the thing is, I didn't want yesterday to happen again. I could really lose my job if someone finds about it. And it is also bad for his image too. As an celebrity, being in this kind of relation with a worker is not good for him. I was scared. What if something happen to his career because of me? His fans would hate him. And I won't stand it if that happens because of me. I can't.

I started getting on with my work. I was so busy as the performance was nearing. I couldn't even take a break because of it. Suddenly I remembered that I forgot my lunch. So I went to cafeteria only to find Namjoon, Jimin and Jungkook having coffee. I picked up my lunch and sat next to Namjoon.

Namjoon: You forgot your lunch?

Y/n: Um.. Yeah. I was in a hurry.

I replied with my mouth full of burger. The sauce was dripping in my mouth. Jimin slowly leaned towards me and removed that sauce from my lips with his thumb. Suddenly the air felt cold. I slowly looked at Jungkook. He had cold, dark gaze over me and Jimin. Why did he suddenly turn like that? Just a min ago he was laughing with Jimin. Could he be jealous? No. That's not it.

Namjoon was reading the atmosphere around him. He coughed and Jimin went back to where he were and I was eating again. Suddenly Namjoon stood up and moved his chair. My handbag was down, close to his chair and it was open. When moved his chair, it hitted my bag and my bag fell downwards. The pills that I brought drifted outwards.

Namjoon took that pill to put it back to my bag.

Namjoon: Y/n?

I hummed in response.

Namjoon: Why do you have birth control pills?

I choked on my food and Jungkook choked on his drink. He turned his gaze towards me.

Namjoon: Wait.

Y/n: What?

There was silence for a sec

Namjoon: Jungkook? Did you?

He asked pointing at me.

Flashback today morning

Jungkook's Pov

I slowly sneaked to my house through the window without making some noise. Well, it's not my house tho. All seven of us are staying here together.I had to get past the living room to get to my room. I slowly walked tiptoeing, not to wake everyone.

Namjoon: Did you really think I wouldn't find out?

I was startled by his voice. I gasped and stepped back as a shock. But leg hit the table behind me and I fell down. Not a hard fell but it was okay.

Jungkook: What are you doing at this hour?

I asked in a panic.

Namjoon: I should ask you the same.

Jungkook: I was out.

Namjoon: I was about to go for a walk, then I saw you sneaking in. Where did you go?

Jungkook: Um....nowhere.

Namjoon: Don't do anything like this. If you know what happens if anyone recognizes you.