Dinner, Felix yelled, as the other members rushed down the stairs beside him. Chan stopped right behind him, he felt his presence in the lonely atmosphere. All of a sudden, he got pulled up. Chan carried him to the dinner table and placed him in his spot. Eat, Chan said with a smile. Everyone else sat, said their thanks and began to eat. He was the only one sitting at the end of the table, eating through all his tears. They didn't make fun of him though because they knew she was the only thing he loved the most. Everything after that was a blur. He finished eating, was forced to shower and cried again and again. Once again, he couldn't physically feel anything, numbness surrounded him yet he didn't understand what he was feeling inside so he just cried.
Chan dragged him into his old room and without a word, he left. Seungmin and Lee know already were in bed. He glanced at his old clock still in the same position, 11:00pm. He yanked the blanket closer around his form and walked over to his old bed. The dreaded bottom bunk, everyone hated but to be honest it was his home for at least 5 years. He chuckled at how many stuffed animal's I.N had placed on his bed intricately to form a mountain. He finally got into bed, after he dug through and found his stuffed animal that had helped him through thick and thin, day in and day out before he moved. He buried himself in the mass amount of plush toys, clutching his stuffed animal, crying himself to sleep since that's all his body could muster to do.
2:30am, He jolted awake, sweat dripping down his forehead, staining the sheets. His breath hitched as tears inevitably started to fall down his face. He gripped his head as the visions almost came to life, he fell back and stared at the bunk bed above him, wondering if anyone else was awake. He eventually got up, to go get some water to hydrate his scorched throat. Each stair he stumbled down was another wall he hit. At some point he gave up walking down the stairs and just sat there, looking at the entry table across from the stairs. All of a sudden someone picked him up. He turned around to see Chan there rubbing his eyes and yawning. What are you doing up?, Chan asked. His voice crackled as he tried to speak for the first time since he spoke to her. He struggled to find the words and fight back tears. I, water, need, He managed to say through the tears, looking up to Chan. Chan then hugged him as they walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. He got water and then they both went back to
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Life is hard || Hwang Hyunjin
FanfikceHyunjin has had many problems in his life weather it be idol life or simply his relationships but recently he has stumbled across some hard times in his life and this is following his story. Hyunjin x reader Also this is my first published book
