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chapter 2( friends)

I have many friend around me, but not with all I can show the real me, you know sometimes we have 50 of friend but only three of them know us the best right? so that's what happened to me. Only some of my friend I trust the most and can hang out with them. I was super shy so not with everyone I can joke. what ever other person think about me or guess about my life, I just let it be. Obviously,my friend will be mad or want to punch the one who talk bad about me in the face but I will never let them do that. Why? because 'I'm at the stage of my life where I keep myself out of arguments, even if someone tell me 1+1=11, you're absolutely correct, enjoy!' also my friend where mad and say that I'm good and not like they think because my friend know me, everyone don't think like that. 'The way my friend look at me and the way the world looks at me can be really different'. Maybe some don't really like me being so humble or too kind, but even 100 people tell me to be a bit strict, I will not be. Because I can't, I was born and being raised to be humble, to be kind but not stupid guys, I know when I have to take action, its not like all the time I've been kind to people, it is depend on the situation too. If I can handle it in humble way, then I'll handle it in a humble way. If they push we to handle it in the opposite way, then I have no choice. But don't worry I've never stab a person. I also learn that 'if I am lonely and if things are hard, I have to act like things are hard, I can't act strong all the time cause I'm human and have feelings too'. For now I just walk on in the direction that light leads me.