Life before

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(Taehyungs pov)

I was walking out of my 5th period class on my way to lunch when all of a sudden I felt cold water running down my back.

"Awww" here it comes " Awwww Is the wittle baby gonna cry" someone said in a baby voice behind me

I get bullied a lot because I was the youngest in the school and was really short, skinny also had no muscles whatsoever, it was really annoying

But what can you do when your 15 almost 16 in their second year of college with people ages 19 and up

it's also bad enough that when you look at me you think of a little so that's another reason why they can bully me

"TAEHYUNG" someone took me out of my thoughts
"bogum" I spoke so low it was almost unaudible but lucky he heard me

" yes taetae I got you. You can stop crying now" what I'm crying, no I'm not. I go to touch my face to find out that there is indeed tears on my face

That's when I finally get a good grip on my surroundings, there were people a lot of people that were surrounding the area whispering and recording what was going on

I mean why wouldn't they capture the youngest person in the school get bullied and then start crying on camera

I was suddenly lifted up in to someone's arms "HYUNG" I started whining "relax. I'm just taking you to get new and dry clothes"

He proceeded in lifting me up and took me to the nurses office

"Ohh honey did they do this to you again, I'm so sorry" the nice lady named  Ms .An spoke

"I moved your dry clothes in to locker 4 if your confused"

"Oh thanks" I went to locker 4 to take some clothes out so I can Change out of these wet clothes

I went and picked the biggest hoodie I had in there and the baggiest pants I could find cause I've lost some weight again and didn't want to worry anyone

I went and picked the biggest hoodie I had in there and the baggiest pants I could find cause I've lost some weight again and didn't want to worry anyone

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(Pretend that he has a normal school bag)

After changing the bell rang and I was mentally thanking the gods because now I didn't need an excuse for not eating lunch

I have an eating disorder where I don't eat so when ever I do eat i will throw it all up, so I just don't eat any more

It developed when I didn't have any money to eat. At lest for myself.

I have little siblings and a sick mom so I spent all of my money on college, hospital bills and food for them

It was really sad

I got out of my thoughts when I showed up to my ela class

The second I walked in it got quite, too quite. Suddenly the same guy from before spoke

"Is the wittle baby ok" every one in the room stared laughing

It hurt but I just ignored it "is the baby too wittle to speak" the same guy spoke again, but i also ignored it again

Eventually the teacher walked in and started the lesson

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Time skip to the end of the day after school was out and everyone was leaving
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I was walking home with bogum having a nice silent walk with each other but then he suddenly starts talking

"Taetae you might be moving schools, tomorrow is your birthday. That means you will get tested a-and and" bogum stuttered

"And what, you think I'm not going to be a neutral and be allowed to stay her with you" well I know I'm not no caregiver I'm small and have no muscle, but a little. I cant be a little I just cant.

"I don't know but good luck with the test tomorrow we are at your house"

"Oh we are that was quick"

"No you just keep spacing out"

" by by hyungie"

"By taetae"

I walk into my house and check on my sibling
"I hope I'm a neutral so I can stay with my siblings and mom" I started to whisper

I went to my room and undressed, I had a body mirror in my room so I can just see how skinny I was but a part of me still though I was fat so I wiped the fat tears that started to run down my face with my scarred hands and grabbed the stuff I needed so I can go shower

After the really short and cold shower I took I dressed up in my overly sized Silk pajamas, tucked my siblings in and went to bed

Mentally preparing for the hectic day tomorrow and so on is going to be...

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To be continued

Like I said this was my first time writing something so I hope you enjoy and nicely correct me when I make a mistake 😉

Thank you for reading

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