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Shin Hyein is a fan girl of ATEEZ and her ultimate bias is Yeosang. Hyein has gone through so much since her childhood that living doesn't seem to be a waste of oxygen in this world. She planned on ending her life but accidentally met Yeosang while she trying to free herself from her stalker. He helped her and gave her his number. Telling her to call him whenever she encounter danger. Hyein did not call him and only saved his contact in her phone. One day she encounter another stalker and he seems so dangerous so she had no choice but to call Yeosang. Yeosang told her to stay in the line and go to Kq Entertainment since he's there at that time. After that Hyein and Yeosang often meet up and it lead to them having feelings to each other. Things are great until one day..
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"dont be like this hyein-ah..."

He spoke so softly and carefully. There's desperate and tremble in his voice as he breathe those words. His other friends can only watch them at the side. They don't know what to do and they feel that they cannot interfere.

One step, two steps, he slowly come closer to her. His hesitating hands carefully holding her shoulders.

"Look at me. Please.."

He desperately wanting her to lock her eyes with his eyes. Like they always do.
She look up, locking her eyes to him. Her heart weavering after she heard his trembling voice.

Expectation is a bit too much for this situation. Her eyes that once filled with love and life, now become lifeless. Her slightly red eyes showed that she cried. Even so he can't give up now.

"Please don't leave me like this." for the third times he beg her to stay.

"Please let me go.. please let me leave this world, yeosang.." now she's the one that begging him. She smile faintly as she feels like she'll cry.

"Hyein, you can't do this to me. Please don't go. At least please don't leave me like this."
"I can't.."
"You said you love me."

Others who are watching seems shocked. They knew there's something between yeosang and hyein but they did not expected it to be this big.

"Yes, I love you. Very dearly. But people don't love me. They despise me to the bone." She smile again as she speak.

"But I love you!" He tried to gain her trust.

"Yes, you. Only you and your friends see me as a human being. I thought I can go through all of this painful days as long as I have your love. But things turned out to be different than what dream is." She look down on the floor. Right now, her heart feels so heavy that it's hard to breath let alone speak.

"How can I live without your love?" He placed his both hands on her cheeks, sweeping the tears that streaming down her face using his thumb.

She grabbed his hands and create such a warm but sad smile as she said "You have ATINY with you. You have your friends with you. You won't be lonely when I'm gone."

"But you're an ATINY too." He tighten his grips.

"Yes I am. But I'm only one of your millions fans. Losing one not going to hurt." She loosening his grips on her and backed away a few steps as she's somewhat in pain.

Hearing that statement, yeosang's reason snapped. He grab her hand and pull her aggressively, "No! You can't leave me! You can't go anywhere! If it's not you then I can't live! It has to be you, IT HAS TO BE YOU! DON'T DIE!!"

"Hey Kang Yeosang! Stop! You're hurting her!" Wooyoung shouted and quickly separating them. He's holding Yeosang down together with San. 'shit, he's too strong.' Wooyoung clicking his tongue and San groaned as they both having a hard time holding Yeosang down.

Hyein lost her balance after wooyoung suddenly break them apart. No doubt that she will fell down on the floor Seonghwa got his timing perfectly. He catch Hyein before her body slammed the floor. "Hyein-ah, are you okay? Can you breathe?" He asked as he saw Hyein seems like having a hard time breathing.

"What's wrong with you, Yeosang?!" Hongjoong shouted. He is right now standing in between Hyein and Yeosang. He block Hyein from Yeosang's view so that Hyein will have a time to calm down same with Yeosang. Somehow people that holding Yeosang increase from two to four people. He stop moving after Jongho hold his body tightly.

"What's make you behaving like this?" Hongjoong continue to questioning Yeosang. "You're usually not like this right? You has always been so pure, so behaving and won't cause any trouble. So what drove you to behave like this?"

"Hyein." Yeosang didn't answer Hongjoong's questions. "Hyein.." He keep on calling her name. 'what?', Hongjoong seems confused.

"Why do you want to die? Are you not happy? But I thought you're happy. Are you not happy being with me?" Sadness filled his voice and tears waiting their time to drop.

"I am. Everyday was so fun and exciting. I don't feel lonely at all when I'm with you. Yes, when I'm with you only. But when I'm alone, when you're not by my side, I feel numb all over, I can't feel anything. I'm scared, it's like I'm dependant on you. I'm scared. Not all people are nice like you, like everyone here. I hate this world to begin with. I already planned to die way before I met you. But after meeting you, I delayed it, I thought I can stand living in this world with only your love. But I was wrong. I can't hold on any longer."

'Ah, this is sad but I can't cry anymore.' is what she's thinking after saying all of that.

"But you're mine?", Yeosang said innocently while tilting his head.

Hyein was too stunned. She can't speak nor reacting to what she heard just now.

"You can't die since you're mine. Where are you going without my permission?" He smile widely, while leaning on Jongho's body. "You. Can't. Die. Hehet!"

"I know you're obsessed with her but i didn't expect it to be this obsessive." Said Yunho while he slowly grabbing a bottle water and give it to Hyein.

Yeosang freed himself from those four people that holding him down. He sit on a sofa, crossing his legs and smile softly. "Even if you die, Hyein, I will find a way to keep you living no matter what. Even if that means to keep you as a living corpse."

"Damn, you're fucking mental obsessive psycho idol angle-like person but got shitty personality inside." Wooyoung cursed with all his might to Yeosang. He still can't believe this is how Kang Yeosang is.

Hyein still on the floor, grabbing the water bottle that Yunho gave to her. She stares at Yeosang with a pair of lifeless eyes. Her tears slowly dropping from her eyes. 'Oh lord, why did you led me to him?'

THE END

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 29, 2022 ⏰

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