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~|Chapter 15|~

|Butter's POV |

I'm sitting on my bed still thinking about the Mysterion situation and for some reason I just broke down and started crying, devastated with the fact that Mysterion could be Kenny. The guy who I have fallen for and also the boy who I have lost my virginity to. When suddenly the doorbell rings. Speak of the devil.
I wipe my tears and head downstairs since my parents aren't home (thankfully).
-Hey..!
Hey Leo! Let's go upstairs, shall we? *Why is he acting as if nothing happened? Are my suspicions wrong?*
-Oh uh yeah.
While heading upstairs, I can't help but think about Mysterion, jeez I'm obsessed. But..just looking at Kenny he reminds me of him. Gosh..
-Leo are you okay?-
-Oh yea why?.
-I don't know you just..zoned out and you seem kinda off..
-No I'm fine.
-Well are you sure? You can talk to me. Did something happen? *Ugh why does he look so clueless? Is he that good of an actor?*
-Oh oh! You wanna know what's wrong?!
-Well..yeah I-
-You. You're what's wrong! Why are you acting as if nothing happened?
-What do you mean?! What did I do?
-Oh cut the crap. I know that you-you befriended me only to find out about fucking Professor Chaos. You just- Played with my feelings for what? To trick me? To make me vulnerable? Was your plan to b-break me down and learn about my weaknesses?! Fuck you cause I actually fell for it. I thought you liked me! Or that you actually wanted to be friends with me and that you wouldn't use me like the others but NO. You're just like Cartman! YOURE HEARTLESS. YOU - WHY DID YOU FUCK ME QUITE LITERALLY IF YOU DIDNT EVEN LIKE ME THAT WAY? W-was it just a distraction? Was this just a game to you? Well..I get why they call you a player now. And the fact that I actually fell for your sorry ass and your stupid game.
-Leo just please let me explain-
-NO. I'm tired of your excuses and-
-Look this wasn't just a game I actually fell for you-
-...What..?
-And I really really like you! Which is why I wanted to end our rivalry..*Was I too harsh?..No this could be a trick or maybe I'm overthinking things.?* Look the thing is- I..uhm..okay yea as you already know I'm Mysterion and at the start I did befriend you just to learn about you but the thing is I actually ended up really liking you and I..You're one of the first people that actually understand me and I don't want to lose you cause of my stupid mistake..!
He says while tearing up.
-Do you..actually mean this.? Look if you don't like actually care for me and you're making this up-
-Im NOT. Look I'm sorry I put you through this..I should have never involved our personal lifes with our personas. And I totally get it if you don't want anything to do with me-
-N-no I obviously do but it's a lot to take in..I mean I have kind of grown attached to your one self but I despise(d) your persona. Plus we have hurt eachother so many times..it's just..ugh..I'm sorry..I don't know what to say i-
He hugs me. I stay silent and hug him back. After a little bit we let go.
-Does this mean we're okay now?..
-Kind of. Just one question..
-What..is it?
-Last week. When we were at the building. I pushed you off of it..and you..died..but you're still here. How..?
-Holy shit-
-What..? Was it just my imagination?
-No just- Holy shit you're one of the only people who have seen me die and remember. Which doesn't make sense..how?
-Wait WHAT. What do you mean by that???
-Look long story short I can't die and I've experienced death multiple times. And no I don't feel the pain afterwards.
-What.the.heck. Okay I wasn't expecting that- That's weird even for South park.
-Yeah yeah. Anyways..how do you remember.? Do you have like any device or something? Or if not..what could it mean? Cause whoever remembers has a reason to remember. Cartman knows cause he ate my ashes once and-
-WAIT. Cartman knows?! This is a lot to take in..
-I know I know. It's worth it though.
-If you say so..