☆COTE ONE-SHOTS☆

Sane

Kushida Kikyou's POV.

Since i was a child i always wanted to be the best.

In academics, athletics, looks, or even in attitude.

Being born as a talented child i always get compliments whatever i do.

I often hear that i was better than other children of my same age.

Knowing all of that, as a child, i felt like i am special. I felt unique. I felt that im superior.

And before i knew it, i was addicted to that feeling.

That's until i entered my junior highschool.

I encountered people who is better, more talented, and superior than me.

I realized that i'm not the best at everything. I'm just above average and there are geniuses out there who can easily beat me.

I became bewildered.

I wanted to be superior.

I wanted to be the best.

I wanted to be unique.

I wanted for other people to fawn over or feel envy when they look at me again.

That's why i changed my approach.

Instead of improving myself more, i tried to find something that will make me be what i wanted.

I tried to get people's trust instead. I became someone that anyone can trust.

And it worked out, everyone loved me more than anyone else. I became a popular student that everyone talks and turn to.

Even though i feel disgusted sometimes, i suppresed my real emotions and always wear my usual smile, my fake smile.

Everything just to feel that lost back superiority again.

But there's no way i can endure all of that.

That's when that incident happened.

Everyone hated me, they turned their backs at me and even badmouthed me.

Every effort i made and everthing i endured was left into nothing.

Then everything escalates more and then becomes messy.

Having a tragic ending to my junior highschool life i promised myself that i will not let that happen in my highschool life.

I will never give up that feeling of superiority, and i'm gonna get it back again.

So i enrolled in a prestigous school, where no one will recognize me.

But something unexpected happened.

A familliar girl from my junior highschool appeared.

Horikita Suzune

I'm sure that she knows, or if not, she had a clue of what happened back then.

Even if either of those assumptions are right, if she was able to spread rumor about me, then everything will be over.

So i have to make sure that she will be completely out of my life as quick as possible.

I still have no problems in her side, but i still need to make sure that my secret was safe. That's why i need to get closer to her.

Honestly so far every effort only leads to vain.

That bitch, this is the worst.

But just to turn things even worse a classmate of mine witnesses the real side.