Chapter 4 ("thats all i am to you?")

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{seb pov } I wanted to talk to Ryan but when I went to his room he wasn't there?... what the. That's weird. He legit never leaves...why now? I called him but no answer so I texted him

___________Ryan____________
                          𝚒𝙼𝚎𝚜𝚜𝚊𝚐𝚎
𝚃𝚑𝚞, 𝙹𝚞𝚗 27,11:08𝚙𝚖

Ryan? Where the hell are you
It's literally 11 pm .

I'm out. Mind your Business kid
Isn't it past your bedtime?

I don't have a bed time.Im 18 not 8.
Learn my age. But Come home bro.

Bro? That's all I am to you?

What? Are you drunk?

Not everyone is drunk when
They say stuff little shit. Whatever
I'm on my way. Don't wait on me. Bro.

Uh?ok...
Read 11:30

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I shut off my phone. What the - what did he mean by that? That's all I am to you? Does he wanna be- m-more? "IM BACK" Ryan busted in the door open yelling. "WHA- my gosh Ryan what is wrong with you! There's ppl sleeping!"
"I told you to not wait for me . Your stubborn." He rolled his eyes "move away from my door."
"You smell like alcohol.. where you drinking ?!Ryan your 19!"
"Okay first of all. I'm 20. Second mind your business. I can do what I want. Now move." He's definitely drunk Ryan doesn't talk to me like this."Your drunk your slurring your words."
"Okay maybe I am? So what." He looks hot drunk ngl- "stop staring boy." "I'm not.." "whatever." He pushed me out the way and went into his room . F u too then.

Next day 

I woke up and I was about to walk down stairs when i remembered Ryan was drunk last night.. I walked to his room and opened the door. He was still sleep. "Ryan.." I shook him a little and he groand "Ryan wake up.." he open his eyes and made a face "my head.. Ow.." "want some water?" he slightly nodded. I went downstairs to get him water and came back up "here. Now..what happened yesterday?" I asked helping him sit up "I-I don't really remember but what I do remember is I went with my friend bc he wanted me to go to a party. I went with him bc I knew I couldn't drink so there was no problem but they convinced me to take some shots..I'm so sorry that I didn't tell you anything- and anything I said to you that was mean I'm also very sorry.."
"It's okay..but do you remember anything about you saying bro? Or something " he looked like he was thinking and his face got red "u-uh..I didn't- I didn't mean anything I s-said.." his face was really red and I almost started laughing "it's fine I didn't mind.." He looked at me confused "what do you mean.."  "It means what ever you want" I winked at him "now I'm going to go eat breakfast. Byeee" I ran out laughing alittle I heard him yell "YOUR NOT FUNNY KID." I smiled at his words and went down stairs and I bumped into oli on the bottom of the stairs "o-oh hey!" He raised an eyebrow at me "hey,what's up. You seem to be coming from Ryan's room a lot? He sick?" "U-uh ye-" "he sure didn't sound sick. I just wanna know if my little brother finally has a boyfriend?" I turned red "n-no-" he started glancing upstairs  but I didn't pay attention to that "well...do you like him" he smirked "r-Ryan well ye-yea... why..? Is tha-"
"Good morning moys" I saw Regie walk past us and someone started coming downstairs"morning"  it was RYAN- omg. He tapped my shoulder and then Olis and walked away "Oliver I'm gonna KILL YOU." Oliver giggle and ran off and I chased him

{Ryan pov} after Sebastian walked out of my room I decided to go downstairs when I saw him at the bottom of the stairs with Oliver. Oli glanced at me and stared smirking and he said "well...do you like him" where they talking about me? Then I heard seb say  "r-Ryan? well ye-yea... why..? Is tha-" my face went red. And I smiled alittle the out of nowhere Regie said good morning to them and so I decided it would be funny to walked downstairs "good morning " I tapped there shoulders and went out down for breakfast. I laughed as I heard Sebastian yelling at Oliver and chasing him. I saw justin roll his eyes and say "this is gonna be a longggg day."

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