Chapter 1
I did it again.
Ana was screaming at me for abandoning her and falling back into my old ways.
I had stuck by her for an agreed upon 72 hour fast, but I broke it at about 52. The voices in my head were numb while I was shoveling food down my throat. When I was done the numbness started disappearing a I came back to reality
Piggy. *snort snort* my grandpa joked not knowing how bad it hurt. I zoned out for a few minutes and then my mom walked in.
"Did you eat yet? You need to get ready for practice soon" she stated
I silently shook my head to the first question.
"What'd you eat" she asked, a completely innocent question. Before I could answer her my grandfather pitched in, "almost anything and everything. "
The words burned into my min as my mother walked away. Ana was screaming at me
\how dare you betray me. I'm your friend and you completely left me/
\i was hungry, and dizy. And I have practice later\
o your fat not hungry, fat. You shoveled over 800 calories down your fat throat. Each and every single one of them are going to stick and attach to your stomach. Not even days of fasting can burn this off. Not even days of nonstop excersis e can burn this off! How dare you. I was tryin to help you! Look at yourself your bloating already. And you have to Eat dinner later which you know you can get out of! UGGGHHH\ Ana scoffed as she slumped down in the seat next to me and the vision of the demon started to fade away
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*that night*
I sat down around a table for dinner. Intending not to eat more than 300 cals. 5 others sat around me and started filling their plates with food. Mac and cheese, chicken, broccoli enchiladas.
My mom put two scoop of Mac and cheese on my plate (300) and two scoops of steamed broccoli (150) and a ba of choppe up fried chicken (150) making a total of 600 calories. Ana screamed in my ear..
/you better not eat all of that! Fat fat fat fat fat fat fat! But that's all you are is fat!!/
Te screaming slowly faded away as the first bite, second, third slowly entered my mouth. When I opened my eyes the food was gone. I got up cleared my plate, and did the dishes. Ana was still screaming at me. Then Mia pitched in too
Ana: you fat ass you consumed 1500 cals plus today, you could've lost all of that weight, but you just put on double what you've lost. I can't believe this
Mia: come with me, come take a shower. Drink some water ill help you get rid of all those calories love.
I went to the bathroom, stripped then got in the shower.
