Jeongguk Pov
I woke up feeling an angel besides me. He looked so beautiful and cute sleeping next to me.He's so beautiful he is finally mine. I pulled him closer to me and kissed him and he giggled.
Did you sleep well Sweetheart
Jiwoon:I always do
He kissed me and I pulled him closer to me and kissed him deeply.
I love you so much Sweetheart
Jiwoon:I love you too
I woke up on my bed next to me. I sighed and hit my head on the pillow.
Ugh why am I feeling this way why. Seriously what is wrong with me why am I in love with him. I just want him to love me so badly but I know it will never happen. After a while I got changed and freshened up. I really wish he was next to me in bed.I sighed sadly and looked down. I really need to figure out what to do with my feelings. I tried to hard to forget and ignore it but I just can't. And there's no way I can tell him or our parents because they would hate me. Maybe I should just date someone instead ugh this is so frustrating.
Jiwoon:Gguk
Huh
Jiwoon:Are you ok
Y..Yeah I'm fine. He came in the room and I couldn't stop staring I never can stop staring at him.Jiwoon:Um we ran out of tea
Oh really
Jiwoon:Dad said he'll get more tomorrow
Oh ok don't worry about it
He came close to me and hugged me.
Are you ok
Jiwoon:I just wanted to hug you
Oh I..I don't mind. I bit my lip and looked away to stop myself from kissing him.
He let go and went to the door.
Wait
Jiwoon:Huh
Oh um nevermind. He left and I hit myself on the head.
Stupid stupid feelings. After a while I went downstairs and ate with mom and Jiwoon and I got bored.
Jiwoon do you want to go on a walk with me
Jiwoon:Oh sure
Really ok. I got my phone and gun and hid it under my shirt and we left.
Jiwoon;Do you really need that with you all the time
To protect myself and you
Jiwoon:From what
Well enemies
Jiwoon:Why do they want to hurt you or me
Well it's just um it's complicated
Jiwoon:Did you steal something
Well no but they want to steel from us
Jiwoon:It better not be my animal crossing stuff
Your so innocent don't worry I'll protect them
Jiwoon:You better
He giggled and we got to the park and I didn't realize we were holding hands. As soon as I noticed I still didn't let go for a minute. I finally let go and we sat on the grass and looked at the clouds.
Um Jiwoon
Jiwoon:What
Have you ever been in love with someone before
Jiwoon:In love
Yeah and the person doesn't love you back and never will
Jiwoon:Oh y..yeah
Really
Jiwoon: Someone I'm close to he seems me as someone else
Oh that person is stupid you are perfect
Jiwoon:T..Thanks
After a while we walked back home and I made a decision. I was going to tell our parents about my feelings. Even if they hate me I just need to tell someone about my feelings before I go insane.
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Mafia Brother
RomanceJeongguk is a soon to be Mafia boss and take over his father Jungkook's mafia. But he's in love with his brother Jiwoon and is scared to tell him and their parents.