In The Second Life We Will Be

CHAPTER 29:Memories

ZAVIANA’S POV
Kakagising lamang namin ni Allie nang may dumating na sulat para sa amin

Sulat??

Haggagwhssh para namang walang social media

Dalawa yon

Isa para sa akin at isa para sa kanya

Binuksan namin iyon together

You are invited to Elliana Zavia's birthday party

Amp

A birthday invitation from zavi

"your younger sister's birthday is malapit na pala" usal ni Allie

Bat naging conyo to??

"nahawaan kana ata ni Chan" pang aasar ko

After non ay nagrelax lang kami maghapon

Kinabukasan ay pumunta kami sa mall para bumili ng gift sa sister ko

"ano sa tingin mo gusto nya?" tanong sa akin ni Allie habang naniningin sa palibot ng mall

"i dont know bahala na" sagot ko

Nagpatuloy lamang kami sa pag iikot ikot

We saw dresses, expensive clothes, shoes and all.

But I don't think my sister would like it.

I mean she appreciates everyone naman na magbibigay ng gift sa kanya pero I know na mas gusto nyang gift is something different, something na wala pa sya or anything basta.

Napatigil ako nang may maalala

Naalala ko na she wants to learn how to play guitar din pala

She told me that before.

But I don't think I can go on a guitar store again.

=flashback=

Both of us are currently seating sa couch nya while I am holding my guitar

I started playing while he's just looking at me

But something in his gaze seems that he wants to tell me something

I didn't mind it and continue to playing.

"But if you like causing trouble up in hotel rooms
And if you like having secret little rendezvous
If you like to do the things you know that we shouldn't do
Then baby, I'm perfect Baby,
I'm perfect for you" I sang as I look at him

There I saw the tears forming in his eyes

And that stopped me from playing

" are you okay? What happened? " I said worriedly

" I-im sorry, I can't take it anymore yana I'm sorry "he said while the tears kept on falling

" what are you saying? I can't understand you " confusedly na sinabi ko

" you might not be perfect for me yana" he said

"what? What do you mean?"

"I'm really sorry, it's just that maybe we're not really for each other. We are not the perfect pair, the perfect for each other"

"then who?? is there really someone else na?" I said habang tumataas ang voice

"baby let me explain -"

I laughed sarcastically

"explain what? So meron na nga? Allie already told me before that he's feeling something sayo but guess what? I didn't listen to her. I didn't listen to everyone who  never got tired telling that hindi ka mapagkakatiwalaan. Putangina ginago mo ko!"

"baby I love you let me explain first-"

"What? Explain? You love me? If you love me why are you doing this to me? If you love me w-why are you hurting me? Putangina pinaglaban kita sa all na nagsasabi na baka nanloloko ka. I trusted you! I gave you my whole trust tapos eto ang igaganti mo saken" I said and my tears just can't stop falling

"let me explain first please -" he's begging

"sorry pero umamin kana, I don't need your explanations kase malinaw naman na, I don't want to waste my time listening to your so-called explanation because I will never understand a mind of a cheater. So I guess it's the end for us. You are now free seeing and going with your perfect one. Your perfect partner might be waiting for you by now goodbye.

"baby I love you"

Ang kapal ng mukha

Sarcastically smiled is what I gave him again

"I LOVED you too" I said and umalis na

=fast forward=

I didn't realized na I'm nasa tapat na pala ng bahay namin

I wiped my tears and did my breathing exercises

I don't want them to be worried

Also it's not the right time to tell them that we ended up loving each other.

Before I officially enter our house huminga muna ako ng malalim

Glad walang nakapansin sa akin kanina

I'm in my room right now didn't know what to do

I feel like, hindi ako makahinga

It hurts so much

Knock!! Knock!!

I came back to reality when someone knocked on my door

"come in"  I said

There I saw my little sister smiling at me

Her smile is nakakahawa kaya I smiled at her na rin

"what's your problem lil sis?" I calmly said

"I can't sleep can you sing a song for me" she said while forming a "please-like" face

"sorry but I can't do that now" I said

It still hurts seeing even a guitar

It feels like I had a trauma with it

"but I can't sleep" she said

My sister struggles in sleep so much that's why I don't have any choice but to grant her wish

Huminga ako ng malalim at kinuha ang guitar ko

Parang anytime ay tutulo na ang mga tears ko

"hey sister can you teach me how to play that too?" she happily said while looking at the guitar

I can't say no, even if this thing is the most painful and traumatizing thing in the world.

I was about to move to teach her when someone knocked at the door

~Knocks~

" come in" I said and saw mom

"baby I knew it you're here again" my mom said to my little sister

"can't sleep mom" she replied

"come on don't bother your sister we will try to sleep" my mom joyfully said and that made my sister excited and went fastly to mom

"bye sister goodnight" she said and ran away

I feel like nakahinga na since I don't have to teach her playing guitar anymore.

Because guitars gives me so much pain specially that the wounds is still fresh.

I decided na itago na lamang ito and iwan as I go independent so that I can forget it

Also I decided na I will surely use this again

When time healed me already.

=End of flashback=

=end of chapter=

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