Chapter 6: Best Friends Forever

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I woke up with a gasp, feeling feverishly hot from head to toe. I immediately put a hand to my forehead and to my neck, checking if I was sick. I wasn't. But the tingling sensation that spread down my spine and the stiffness I felt down there once I sat up on my bed gave me a pretty good idea as to what was happening.

Oh hell no. Not again.

My peak puberty years were honestly quite wholesome compared to the average hormonal teen. I only got hard a few times and my dirty thoughts were always kept to a minimum. In any of those times I either waited until my boner subsided or I watched cute videos of animals to forcefully make the feeling go away.

Yes. I have never touched myself. Cry me a river.

I don't think I'd even really seen what my dick looked like hard up to that point. I tried masturbating once in middle school. It just made me feel awkward and dirty so I didn't finish. Or maybe I'd just never been so aroused to the point I had no choice but to do it. I'd never been there.

But ever since Heeseung kissed me during Park Sungwoo Day, I'd been waking up in cold sweats in the middle of the night with a boner a lot more frequently. I suppose the acquired knowledge of what it felt like to make out with someone supplied my subconscious with new things to imagine.

I clumsily reached into my side table and grabbed my phone. The light blaring from the screen made me grimace. I had text messages from Jungwon. He had sent it last night. He was asking me what I thought about kissing Heeseung but I fell asleep before I could think of what to reply.

11:54pm
Jung1: you know i haven't really asked you yet
Jung1: how was the kiss?
You: ?
Jung1: with heeseung hyung
Jung1: also, i'm actually really sorry for putting you on the spot that day, i didn't think he was actually going to kiss you on the lips >:(

I was too preoccupied by my attraction to Sunghoon that I totally hadn't noticed that Heeseung was always there, lurking, subtly making chess moves. Come to think of it, he'd always been nice to me.

If you're not careful, he could sweep you off your feet, too! Jaebeom's voice rang in my ear.

I had tried asking him about who he wanted to make 'jealous' several times, but he would constantly change the topic or if I asked him through text he would just send me a fucking selfie in reply.

5:31am
You: oh
You: it hinestly wasnt what i expected
You: i thought it would be more like .. wet n sloppy like i see in movies
You: but ig its bc he didnt use his tongue

I left Kakaotalk and immediately looked up cat videos on Tiktok. It took a specific amount of cuteness to calm me down. I had to choose the right video. I'd found my ideal video and was starting to get comfortable when my phone dinged with a notification from Jungwon. Oh, he's awake now.

5:36am
Jung1: interesting !
Jung1: i wouldn't know
Jung1: i haven't had my first kiss yet :D

I frowned. He can't be serious, right? How on earth has he not had his first kiss yet when he is that attractive??

5:38am
You: ur kidding right
Jung1: i'm not !!!!!!
Jung1: but it would be nice to try it out with someone i'm really close to :)
You: what are u implying .
Jung1: what?
You: what?

I threw my phone next to me, covered my face with a pillow, and screamed. Did I read too much into it? I rolled over and grabbed my phone again to finish watching the cat video before I could begin to feel anything else. Sure enough, my mind drifted off to meow meow land and the damp swelling in my underwear lulled.

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