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___________________All of that was gone to waste. He couldn't imagine his life without his Heartbeat he couldn't imagine getting a child without her.
Somehow he made this huge beautiful mistake, of relating everything to her. Basing everything on her. He didn't realise what he'd lose one day if he lost her. Love is not a word it's a feeling of two hearts that beat together. Life is all about second chances, about experiencing many things but she was the only constant thing in his life. From a family's friend's daughter to a friend to a best friend to a girlfriend to a wife now to a stranger.
Flashback:
"Karan you're late. I've been waiting for the past two hours".Monami angrily clenched her teeth.
"Rani sahiba I'm sorry, traffic was huge". Karan apologized.
"Traffic? Acha traffic? Or is it that you forgot about our date? ".she crossed her hands and pouted.
"If you're like this now, what will you be like after marriage. Bhayya was right, wifes are a lot of work". Said Karan laughing.
"I'll be worse dekh lena. And your bhayya was right, you're going to have to work a lot for me after marriage." Said Monami glaring at him.
"And if I don't? ", he grabbed her waist and slipped his other hand on her back.
"Then I'll leave you. Simple as", she giggled.
"In that case, I'll let you go". Said Karan
"Karan!!. Shouted Monami
"You're crazy. There's no way I'll let you go even if you beg me too", his grip on her got stronger.
"Karan have you ever thought of children" Asked blushing Monami.
"Hmm a boy and a girl". he reacted quickly.
" Two boys", Monami grinned.
"Two girls then, vaise you're so desperate for children? If you want we can make one right now", he leaned in further.
"Stop it Karan". Monami struggled out of his hold laughing at the same time.
Flashback ended.
All these moments flashed repeatedly in m mind, some sour some sweet rolling like some fast action movie. He couldn't help but wonder what she was doing right now. He couldn't even guess anymore what she was doing. He couldn't read her anymore. The atmosphere, the environment everything was changed.
Was this a dream? Please let this be a nightmare that I could wake up from. I would open my eyes and see her laying on the bed beside me in my arms rolling her fingers around my bare body teasing her way around me until I'd eventually pull her under me. Taking control, kissing her sweet lips and she would moan. She was hot she was adorable she was cute she was beautiful. Thought Karan, The thought of not having her that anymore, was painful. Unbearable.
He really imagined us with a perfect family, yes there's fights, yes there's misunderstandings but never have he even thought once about divorce. He glanced at the time to see it was quite late. Going to sleep, he knew this was his last dream of her as his wife. His last right as her husband, as her lover.
Monami walked out of the doctors office with her reports, nothing got better or worse. She knew this was the right thing to do. Looking at the sky above her, she could see darkness. Just like her life right now, darkness. She lost everything she wished for, everything she needed.
As she walked, she could feel herself going nowhere. No destination. Why couldn't it just be over. She passed by his house, and she stopped for a while imagining both our voices, Karan always sneaking up behind her, and everytime she could sense his presence.
He knew she loved him, and she hated that. As easy as the thought of pretending to hate someone is, the action of doing it is much harder. She could barely even think about separation. Every single day, being with him makes her get the internal eternal bliss.
This happiness, that she could barely describe or express. Now she had to let it go. She knew if she told him the truth, he would sacrifice himself for me. But she couldn't do that to him, not until she's sure of her condition.
Not until she could clearly say that she will stay alive to be with him, to cherish him. It was better this way. She absolutely detested being far away from him. Ignoring him for months and finally telling him she wanted a divorce.Looking into his deep brown eyes, and having to resist it. It was the most difficult thing she ever had to do.She knew she had to be strong. She loves Karan. But she have to let him go. She have to make him go away from her. This relationships toxic, if only he'd understand. An absolute horror for her liking. Everything about him was charming, her feelings for him just get crazier and wilder. He has been extremely patient with her and that drives her crazy.
Why does he have to make it so hard! She've already decided when they go to sign the divorce papers tomorrow, She will not talk to him she will not even gonna look at him. This is probably the most vulnerable situation for her.
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Date:5/07/2022
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Mariyam
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