The Real Craig Tucker

CHAPTER ONE: Crushes

Tweek's POV

The bus to school was once again stressful. It always is. Especially in my life. In Tweek Tweak's life, everything is ALWAYS stressful and just too much pressure. Oh god, why am I narrating so cringely now? IS 'CRINGELY' EVEN A WORD!? Oh jeez.

Everyone was yelling and screaming as usual. And next to me was my best friend, Craig Tucker. As usual, he's flipping off everyone that annoys him. I twitch at all the noise.

"You alright, Tweek?" Craig asks, looking a little concerned.

Oh- Uh, yeah- Just the usual," I respond, twitching.

"Okay." He looked at the front while 'listening' to the brunette talking away, Clyde Donovan, another one of my best friends.

The bus ride today felt shorter than usual, but that might be because I've gotten used to all the noises on the bus. I grab my thermos and my bag and walk to school with Craig and Clyde. As always, Clyde is bringing some random shit up and Craig doesn't give one fuck. I sigh and smile at them. This is just the usual and I frankly don't mind anymore. They're kind of fun to be around. I much rather be with Craig and those guys than Stan and the gang. Stan's group is always going on some random adventure on the other side of the world for God's sake! That's WAY too much pressure for me! I just couldn't handle any more of that!

Craig flips Clyde off as we walk into the school and Tolkien comes up behind us, greeting the three of us.

"Hey guys," Tolkien greets

"Hey!" Clyde enthusiastically says. Craig waves at Tolkien. I decide to wave at him too, giving him a smile.

We all walk together to the courtyard to wait for the bells to ring, which Jimmy also accompanied us. 

We're all having one big conversation and occasionally little conversations with the person next to us. At one point, it was me and Craig who were having our own conversation while Clyde, Jimmy and Tolkien were talking to each other. There's this feeling in my stomach while talking to the raven-haired boy. And yes, I know that I like him and that I'm gay. I'm not that dense. It's just none of us ever talked about our sexualities so it's hard to come out.

I've had a crush on Craig for at least a year. At first I never thought that I would ever end up liking him, but once we really got to know each other he got softer.. And he started opening up a little more. It's kind of dumb, but I like how he trusts me more than others, it makes me feel special in a way. I would just think I'm just a stupid spaz and the one thing that's actually interesting about me is how much I drink coffee, but he makes me feel like an actual person who matters.

The bell rings and we all go our separate ways to class, although for first period I have Clyde with me. Class won't really be that bad, but it's still really pressuring with having the keep up with all the work. But at least it isn't Mr Garrison teaching, he was the worst..

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TIMESKIP TO BREAK

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After chemistry I walked down the hallway to the cafeteria where Craig, Clyde and Jimmy were waiting. I noticed Craig giving Clyde a handful of 'fuck you's and flipping them off with both hands. Jeez, what's that all about? I walk towards the table twitching, and as I arrive Craig gains his composure and Clyde is laughing his ass off. Is there something on my face? Are they finally tired of me!? DID I DO SOMETHING WRONG!? 

"Heyy Tweekers~" Clyde says, almost singing. 

"H-Hello T-T-Tweek," Jimmy says while smiling at Craig, who is looking away. SERIOUSLY WHAT'S GOING ON!?
"Y-you gonna t-talk to T-Tweek?"

Craig flips off both of them and waves at me, still looking away. What's wrong?

"You okay, Craig? Why are you looking away from me?" I say with a worried expression on my face.

"I'm fine." He says. And he's STILL looking away! Is he disgusted by my face or something? Oh jeez, I hope not..

Craig's POV
(Before Tweek came into the cafeteria)

Me and Clyde were sitting on our table that we go to everyday. He's talking to Bebe who is on the table next to us. I'm surprised that they're still talking to each other after what she did to him. She literally dated him JUST for shoes that one time. Oh well. I'm not him. It's not my problem or fault if he gets heartbroken. He's still my best friend though, even if he is a dumbass.

Clyde looks back at me. "Soo, you got any crushes, dude?" Clyde asks.

That was unexpected. Actually I should have expected that. But he just asked out of no where.

"C'mon Clyde, you know I don't," I lie. I may have a tiny crush on someone. It's nothing that important though. 

"You sure about that? You've been a bit more buddy-buddy with Tweek lately," He says casually smirking. What. The. Fuck. How in the fuck did he know? After a year of liking Tweek, there's no way he'd notice NOW. No, he's probably just joking around like the dumbass he is.

"What are you talking about?" I respond trying to act like I have no idea what he's talking about. "I don't have a crush on Tweek,"

Jimmy then appears sitting on the opposite side of the table. 

"But, I never implied you had a crush on Tweek, I was just saying," Clyde's smirk widens. FUCK. I just dug my own grave.

"Woah, you have a c-cr-crush on Tweek?" Jimmy asks while facing me. Great, now Jimmy knows too. Fuck, Fuck, FUCK. I try to explain to both of them that I don't, but I'm not convincing them at all. What if Tweek founds out? Fuck, he's going to hate me. 

I give both of them a mouthful of 'fuck you's and flip them off. Tweek walks into the cafeteria and the two dumbass both give kissy faces at me making weird kissing sounds.

I look away quickly as the blonde coffee addicted boy walks up towards our table. I'm as red as that fatass's jacket. Fuck.

"Heyy Tweekers~" Clyde says. I want to kill him right now.

"H-Hello Tweek," Jimmy also greets Tweek. Jimmy then looks at me, smiling. "You gonna talk to T-Tweek?"

Why me? I swear to fuck I'm gonna put both of them six feet under. Okay, maybe that's a bit too far. I just want them to forget what happened. I'm going to be getting a lot of messages from Clyde of gay memes. Not like he already does that. He's the only one in the group who actually knows I'm gay.

I just want me and Tweek to continue to be good friends. Even if it means hiding my feelings for him. 

I flip both Jimmy and Clyde then wave at Tweek. I kinda wish he knew how I feel.

"You okay, Craig? Why are you looking away from me?" Tweek suddenly asks. That's right, I'm trying to cover my red face so I can refrain from explaining it. I catch a glimpse of his cute face. His sky blue eyes were filled with worry. I really wanted to pull him in a hug and tell him I'm alright and how I feel about him, but that's not like me. So all I say in my monotone voice is:

"I'm fine"

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