You Are My Secret Keeper ღ

Chapter 6

I got so wet in the rain that I don't know where to go now I don't want to go home and I don't want to see him But it's  too late for that  he came after me, then he grabbed me by my hands "wait.." he said
"Why don't you listen? " he said
"What do you want me to hear? You want me to hear ? how you came and saw me in front of you every day and said nothing to me? Is that what you want me to hear?" I said                       "How do you want me to tell you after I saw your change, when you saw me you didn't even remember me and that made me think about it and on the other hand in school seeing you act like that made me think you changed" he said  His facial expression says he's not lying but       "So what made you tell me now? What made you change your mind?" I asked The rain is getting worse.  It took a while before he answered me  "That .. because I know it's all fake," he said
  "I had given up hope in it and decided to go on with my life and not tell you, but I couldn't. I was angry and at the same time I miss you. I thought that you really changed, but I found out that all I see is fake, that's not you. You have to stop doing all that " he said
"You have no idea about it, you don't know what I'm going through," I said  Then he approached me and lowered his voice "I'll know if you tell me, we'll find a solution like we've always done," he said  "Harvey... we're not young anymore" I said  "We can't do anything, just forget everything, the Rachel you're looking for is no longer there." I said I can't ask him for help. I don't want to depend on anyone. I don't want anyone to see. I don't want to spoil everything... and I don't want to involve him in anything.  "Rachel , please!" he said  If I don't end this conversation now, I'll cry  "I'm sorry" I said,  then I left him and went. He did not move from his place. I am really sorry. Those dreams that we dreamed of when we were young, we grew up to know that nothing of this will come true.

After that.... I came home and took a shower because I was so wet . Then I lay on the bed, I really don't want to see anyone now. I have to forget it ASAP it's not like it's possible but I have enough to think about ....... After thinking a lot I fell asleep

IN THE MORNING

I put my things in the locker and then went to my class. When I entered I saw Luke sitting next to my seat as usual talking to his friends, I hope he talks to them forever so I can rest a little Even Harvey is there too I'll just ignore it . Then I went to my seat, and unfortunately, Luke turned to me "Good morning my dear," he said  " hey " I said  Then Camila came from nowhere, "What are you going to wear today?" she asked  "today?" I said confused  "Today at Lina's birthday party" she said  OH SHIT I totally forgot about that " Oh yeah, I'm confused between two dresses  I haven't chosen yet" I answered  Then Lina came and said, "I'm waiting for you today, don't be late." Then she left  I looked at her and found her. She went to Harvey again, She's talking to him. It's clear she likes him, but he doesn't seem to care. then Luke  approached my ear, "I'll come pick you up today and let's go together" he said  Harvey is looking at us I only thought of agreeing , Harvey's mind might change when he sees the fact that I've changed . When I looked at him he was already staring.....
I always wonder what crosses his mind when his eyes meet mine.....
Do you ever do thing you know are wrong but are somehow also right? He deserves better than me anyway
The teacher entered the classroom Then everyone stopped talking
If the teacher hadn't entered the classroom now, I would have fallen into deep thoughts

After school

"Don't forget, I'll call you at 7 o'clock " Luke said while we were out of school "Well see you later " I said Then I went home ..
When I entered the house I took off my shoes and before I went to my room my mother stopped me , it seems she wants to talk. "Can we talk?" She said "What are we going to talk about?" I said "Everything, we can't live like this as if we were strangers " she said  She didn't give me another chance. Let's listen to what she wants to say .. Then we went to sit in the living room Look, there's something I want to talk to you about.. Charlie and I have decided to have a baby," she said It was foolish of me to expect that she thought about it or that she knew the truth of him
NOTE TO SELF: STOP EXPECTING
What I was expecting from her really "Really that's what you decided? Why are you telling me then? " I said She looked disappointed "What do you expect me to tell you? Congratulations to you both? I'm really happy for you two? Is that what you want to hear?" I said I sometimes wonder why I even bother.
"I really don't understand what your problem is, why don't you be happy for me for once?" She said
""Do you expect me to be happy when you say I'll have a brother from that harasser?" I said
"Looks like you won't stop doing that
It was stupid of me to think that you regretted what you did" she said  "I regret? I regret what? Should I regret that my mother does not believe what I say and believes what she wants to believe?" I said "See , I don't have time for this I have smth to do " I said  I don't have the energy to hear this nonsense  In any case, she will not believe it unless she sees it with her own eyes  Then I left her and went to my room to get ready

After 1 Hour

Now I wore my dark blue dress, did my hair wavy and wore silver accessories, and put on make-up in a way to highlight my features.
As for Lina's gift, I know that she loves to read fiction, so I brought her two books that she wanted to get. I brought them since she told me. Then Luke called me to tell me he is in front of my house. when I went down, I didn't hear anyone's voice in the house, so it seemed that they came out then I put on high heels and went down to him. "you look stunning" He said ASA I entered his car "Thank you, You look good too" I said Everyone is wearing a classic today because the place where the birthday is is a nice and expensive place ، Well, I won't deny that I want to see Harvey in classic clothes .

AFTER 20 Min

"Here we are," Luke said , I can see from now that Lina has invited a lot of friends Then we got out of the car and Luke grabbed my hand to put it between his arms I'll just let him do what he wants tonight only . After that we entered the place and we were told that the place is downstairs . A little nervous about entering since everyone at school is downstairs . After that the door opened for us and in front of us there were stairs in black and shining and the lights were colored and it was as if we are inside a bar.
Then, as soon as we got down the stairs, everyone started staring at us as if the party was ours or as if they were waiting for us to find something to talk about. But I didn't pay any attention to it, after all, they all set their eyes on Luke, There are those who love him, and there are those who are jealous of him, and there are those who hate him, and there are those who are afraid of him, and there are those who try to protect themselves like me, for example. "Looks like all eyes are on us because I have a pretty girl, don't you think?" he said "Why not?!" I said sarcastically .
Then we went to a seat as soon as we stood there Luke's friends came and Camila came I didn't know everyone was coming early . I can see Camilla looking at me and my clothes, someone has to tell her that Luke doesn't like me because of my clothes. "You look great today, Camila," I said  "You too , I didn't know you'd be Luke's mate tonight " She said  "Oh yeah, it came up all of a sudden," I said . I pretended to look around but I'm actually looking for Harvey But I can't find him, it seems he hasn't come yet Is it possible that he will not come?. "Can you come with me to the bathroom?" Camila said "sure" I said  "Where are you going girls?" Jake asked and everyone turned to us "Toilet" I said  "Do you want me to come with you, my dear?" Luke said  Everyone started laughing as if he had said something funny "You seem to have an increased sense of humor," I said sarcastically "No baby, I'm always serious" he said " Haha let's talk about that later" I said Then I went. I could hear them on my way. They seem to think that our relationship is progressing or something, like it's possible Then we asked where the bathroom was, and we went to it .  "Looks like there's progress between you and him."  She said while standing in front of the mirror  "Who? Me and Luke? No, it's not like that" I said "then what?" she asked  "If you don't like him then why are you always by his side? Why do you come and go with him, why do you sit and go out with him?" she said  .. I don't know what to say to her, I pity her, but of course I won't tell her that I protect myself like this... "It's up to me," I said "If you want to do something, do it. It's not like I'm standing in your way, Camilla." I SAID  Then I got out of the bathroom and went back to the hall,  As soon as I entered the hall, I heard some people talking about Lina I think she finally came I went to the seat . "Who would have expected him to be her mate?" said one of the boys  "Lina seems to be not easy at all," said one of them "What are you guys talking about?" I asked "Look over there," Jake said   As soon as I saw my heart fell from its place, I thought he wouldn't come Turns out her mate is Harvey....

TO BE COUNTINED...