The Nerd

ᴛʜᴇ ꜰɪᴠᴇ ꜱᴛᴀɢᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ɢʀɪᴇꜰ: ʙᴀʀɢᴀɪɴɪɴɢ

Jahseh

i sat against my headboard with a book in my hand. i no longer felt like using my phone, i mean whats the point? i avoided everyone at school today, causing me to not speak to ski.

Dahlia seemed to be perfectly fine now that i've left her alone. i still like her, i just want to give her space. i still couldn't believe it, how could she not want to hear me out?

i drowned in my thoughts shaking my head.

what will it take for her to forgive me?

i was doing so well with her, and the crap i pulled messed it all up. and now i'm back to square one with her. i shook my head, taking my interest back into the book i read.

i just found it since i had nothing better to do-

"Arreon, please hear me out" it read. "leave me the fuck alone Splain, you want me to hear you out and how you cheated on me?"

"no i", "the what the fuck do you want me to hear, i'm sick of you cheating! i cant be happy for one second"

"baby calm down, it was only a text"

"a text of some bitch saying lets meet up? how long have you known her?" "i don't know her please listen to me"

"why are you lying!" "Arreon i'm not lying just shut the fuck up and listen, i'm not cheating!"

i shut the book. why do i have to feel guilty? is it because i like her so much? why cant she just forgive me.

"i cant read no more" i sighed moving away from my bed. i decided to study, and also finish my drawing for art. i heard that soon we are getting a project and have to work with out partner

i knew dah wouldn't want to be my partner, which sucked. i just really wanted her to hear me out, if she could just give me one chance

it was a friday, and that means its the weekend. i'm glad that i wont have to get laughed at for the next two days. ill just take this time to mentally prepare for it.

just to expect the unexpected

"X come down and spend time with me" my mother called me. unfortunately that postpones my game time ugh.

i headed downstairs, to see the amazing woman i love most. she was sitting on the couch, scrolling on her phone. i went over and jumped on the side of her.

she smiled as i layed in her lap. she turned her phone off and played with my dreads. i really love my mother, to death man

"lets watch lilo and stitch mom" i said grabbing the roku remote from beside us. "did you study already?" she questioned

"yes i did" i answered

she nodded and motioned for me to put it on. it was silence between us as i clicked the remote. my mom broke the silence asking me a question which made my heart drop

"hows you and that girl? have she apologized"

"no mommy, i dont really wanna talk about her" i frowned still laying in her lap. "i know jah but believe me when i tell you this"

"she's only doing it because she likes you"

short chapter from writers block
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