When the sun reaches the sky
It glimmers against the beautiful ocean water
I arise
I get up and make myself look into the mirror
I pull off these newly old glasses
Stare into my eyes
A whores eyes
I touch my lower eye lid
' you look like a fucking whore with those fucking eyes '
I tell myself with tears swelling up
Why can't I scratch them out
I'd prefer to be blind
My eyes would be beautiful then.
I whimper
fall to the floor
pulling the mini mirror down with me
Tears roll down my eyes
' stop it '
I take a deep breath.
My hair.
My waver brown hair.
I think it's my dads hair
The man who fucked my mom
she was free
I saw dad once
He called my mom a busty little fucking whore
Busty little fucking whore
Little fucking whore
Fucking whore
WHORE
I pull up my shirt
My belly
It was those marks
A brand
Stitches
My body
It isn't beautiful
It's hideous
Eyes of a whore
Body of a slut
Hair of a cheap man
Definition of a worthless person
Is me
