I Just Want To Be With Her

One

"Love, can we change Petals of Rose into cherry blossom
petals for our flower girls instead?" Natasha ask me holding our wedding planner, sitting on our couch.

"Of course my love, I'm sure cherry blossoms would look
pretty in the aisle" I tell her.

"Okay, I'll mark all the changes before we submit this to our
Florist." I nod and kiss her cheeks, it's my thing.

"Do you want to change some of the flowers too, love?" She ask looking up, smiling sweetly at me.

"No, Everything we chose is all perfect." I said as I straddle on her lap, she put our wedding planner aside and hold my waist. "I can't wait for our wedding, all of our ideas are perfect" I said cupping her face. "I can't wait too, I can't wait to see you walking in the aisle wearing your beautiful gown." She says softly, she remove my hand from her face to kiss it "I can't wait to be your wife Wanda" she said, still holding my hands. "I can't wait to be your wife too, Natasha." I said honestly.

"Can we have a baby, wanda? Because you know-" I cut her off, I know that she can't get pregnant, we both know I'm the only hope, and I'm willing to have it more than she knows. "We can, love, We can" I said looking through her teary eyes. "You're making all my dreams come true, wanda, I love you" she said, her tears finally fall. "You're making my Dreams come true too, Natasha, I love you too!" I tell her as my tears fall too. She hug me tightly as she cry in my chest, we stay like that In a comfortable moment.

"I hope it's twins" she says looking up, with a smile that brought happiness in me. "Pray hard for me my love if that's what you hope for, it's not easy to give birth of two" I said with a playful tone. "I've been praying, love" she says and kiss me sweetly.

What broke me the most is we didn't even get married before she died... I still remember the days we're imaging what our wedding would look like, what our future would look like, We we're so happy planning everything... All of that dissipate for a stone... We could have had it all.

We may not be married physically but I married her mentally.

A/n I know it's short, I'm just starting.