13. Embarrassing

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" oh, I think they're waking up! "

It was Toby's voice. A really loud voice on top of that.

Everything was blurry for a few seconds before I realized where I was again. I looked left and right and noticed that everyone was gathered around me.
No, around us.
Skrael was lying just next to me. He looked as off-track as me. He looked so cute too.

Hold on. Cute?
Ah right, cute... I just admitted my love for him. My crazy love while screaming crying. ARGH!!! It's so embarrassing. It was not the place nor the moment so why did I do that!? Not to forget, he kissed me.
Not once,
not twice,
but thrice.
I'm losing it. I'm seriously gonna end up crazy.

Before I could recall anything else, I was already cringing from the inside and outside while the others were talking to each other about some knight and I think Bellroc. Bellroc?

" What about Bellroc?" I accidentally asked.

Even though she can be crazy due to her anger issues, she wasn't that bad. She sometimes asked me if I was hungry or if Skrael didn't hurt me too much. Which he never really did.

"About that.." Claire anxiously said.

"She flew." Skrael muttered getting up from the ground next to me.
"I don't sense her anymore, she's probably in hiding too."

"In hiding..? " I mumbled not really grasping the situation yet.
" Yes."
"But this is not a fuel you can withstand nor control. Regardless, this is not our fight anymore." he pleaded while seizing my wrist.
What was his problem?
" Where are you taking me?" I asked glaring at him.
" Anywhere but here. It's dangerous."

" Well of course it is! But it's not a reason to abandon everyone else." I shouted a little annoyed.
" Yes, it is." He said awfully seriously.

Did he think I would let him do everything he wants again? I wasn't a doll. Surely not his too.
" Go on. Do it. I dare you." I said each time approaching him more and more. I knew he love me but we had to severely do something about his control obsession. He can't do whatever he wishes to me without my consent anymore. And I needed to let him know that.

Surprisingly, he kinda looked defeated before sighing.
" So be it."
Good! I internally cheered. It wasn't as severe as I thought it'll be.
" But you will not fight. "
I take back what I said.

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