The non-innocent by stander

Blood and bruises

Is the next day the monster wasn't back from work I was kind of worried What are you look up So I was sitting in the living room What is mom I ask She called me and said that she's fine She's just working some extra shifts at work Oh okay Why don't you wake up I would've wanted to talk to her She wasn't trying to really talk She was just kind of trying to Get on and leave Okay Zachary is why when I go to church and I started to dance a little Are you still emotional for everything that happened I texted Jordan and told him that I had went home I made it back safely Ask him if he was okay and how he was doing but he didn't reply And that's what scares me a little More I think that Zack could hear me wincing a little In the Kitchen Because then he said Hey what you know If she wasn't such a hurry I would've procured you know that right Yeah I say I want to restart last night I just got drunk And crazy and I didn't mean things I said and Things with Michelle I don't even know where to start I was just on something Last night was my night and I promise you it was a Spy didn't you hear me You know I'm here for you right I mean I don't know what's going on with a shovel whatever it is I just wanted to Stop I mean You don't get it it's Love It's like a drug I'm addicted to it Even when it's bad for me I can't get away from it He wasn't necessarily specifically talking just about Love He was talking about Michelle Michelle what is the drug that was bad for him Michelle is the thing that was gonna make him overdose and get hurt Michelle What is the drug. Yeah I apologize to you last night I was drunk please don't tell mom about anything last night What about you and Jordan screaming at the lake yesterday He laughs I won't tell her it's okay You have my word But I'm really sorry Again Jesus Yeah The bus finally goes on we haven't made a dialogue or conversation since Hey is Jordan okay You know what you kind of just left and hanging I'd like to text him and He said he's fine Did he Say Anything about last night you know about what you guys doing anything that I say we're just sitting at the lake we were just talking about things okay You know I'm sick of pretending Like I had to speed school care for you okay I'm just your sister Nothing happened I say Fine it's okay I'm sorry he says.  I didn't get in the fridge Try to pick up some Cereal Put in my phone Rings I wonder who it what It was Jordan Thank God I said quietly Answer the phone Hello I say Hey Jordan says in a disordered voice Hey what's up I really need you to come over right now I need you to do like a really big favor for me but I think we should talk it out first Talk it out first Yeah yeah sure why can't we talk over the phone It's more better we do it in person Says Okay I'll be right over I get all my clothes on and get ready to take the bus down to his place About 15 minutes passed and I'm sitting in front of the Jordan store At his house It was pretty big it was like a mini mansion I text him and tell him that I'm outside His Brothers after the party last night Was there Open the Door for me Hey Who are you I'm Jordan's friend Who are you I ask I'm sore What about the bonfire today Yeah So you know Jordan's friend Richard's girlfriend then I Saw you guys walk-through the lake I say Panic You did a same panic Courses are you guys do you know what we do I say panic again Of course I'm 20 I don't want all the kids do when they're alone But it's okay I won't tell anyone Snickers He's like a cool dude He seemed like he liked the blackmail people too Jordan's upstairs rooms on the left Thanks I say Go upstairs and go to the room on the left Jordan stores close I knock on it Jordan opens it He has a blanket wrapped around his whole entire Body I can't even see his face He slowly walks and sits on his bed Can you please close the door he said it says it is this your address again of course I close the door And Jordan starts to cry Why you crying Jordan Because it's my dad Your dad is dead Normally that's not dead I just said He was on drugs Stairways What is it Say Last night when I asked you to leave Forest I stayed the whole time to make sure you left safely Which made me later to meet him in the Forest Why did you have to meet him in the Forest Important He exclaims Hello What's really important Is that This happened He takes off the blanket Are you This was covered in blood Bruises black eyes I felt a slightly cry What the hell happened to you My dad beat me last night in the forest I start to cry And cried and cried The screen that I heard in the Forest last night was Jordan Oh my gosh Jordan I walk up to him slowly Just get away from me he says Jordan oh my gosh Jordan Jordan this is all my fault this is all my fault I mean I should've never got drunk and I should have never went to the lake with you Did we did and I should have never been so emotional and so extra and so dramatic I should've done any of that and it would've just been on time to see your dad it's all my fault you're such a horrible person Jordan even though the way he looks Sympathetic person Kind of It's okay it's not your fault it's mine Do you really Want to Know what happened I guess I went Alright I owe my dad money My mom is kind of broke And my dad's Away if you need more then sora my older brother he went downstairs I just He thoroughly felt something for me Instead of sora So I asked my dad If he would help my mom get a new house I didn't want my mom living in the ghetto ugly apartments anymore I don't want her to have to worry about anything My dad is really pretty hesitated Ask him So I have to make a agreement with him Can you buy my mom's house I will give him $2000For 6 months And $1000 worth of drugs The other 6 months Where did you get drugs from I ask It's not important Where I got them from I don't get them no more okay he got arrested And he was the only guy I could trust him with go to charge me to get extra extra Jordan says I feel so bad I slammed my face into my hands and start to cry again I still feel like this is all my fault I probably couldn't have protected Jordan but I can always try to avoid something My daddy taking pity on me now Now My dad wants Something Else Not drugs Mr. get his money go put it in a different way What Different Way, Jordan I asked Charge of my dad's account Here I know what a pimp is Yeah my dad is a pimp Animal He wants me to get one girl One girl that I trust You want me to pimp her And the money that I learned I have to give it to him When do you have to be so persuasive with it I don't know He just wants me to pick up Girls okay Start And confused until it hits me I definitely realize why Jordan Ask me to come here today Dragon TV Dragon Are you Jordan I am I yell He looks up at me His eyes are watering Jordan Did you come here To put me out On the Streets I asked Transgression Journey Speak to Me I asked Yogurt Bruises If you want Jessie to call me today to put me on the Streets Believe I say I'm bringing my mom to live somewhere tonight's training Every night What do you look like yesterday just kidding Beautiful times I'm really sorry Are you here George the first Great came to my mind Jordan if you really love me why did you call me for that I say Jordan I'm not that kind of girl you know I'm different and you think you love that about me Jordan looks very sly I don't care about what you're thinking right now I just need to make sure that my mom still got this beautiful house right here He still doesn't know how I got this Money for the house I just pulled up the film Nice enough to donate it to me my dad No one does but you Well I'm trying to refine your Girl you just fine Based on the fact that you called me out of my name I can see shaman Jordan's eyes His eyes water up I'm sorry about that I was trying to get you out of there before you know everything happens I know you're trying to take me but also aggressive Sorry Start If I don't find a girl End of This Weekend On Monday Howdy dead cells Wow did you get it in this process In the first place I don't have the money I don't go to drugs My dad is coming for me Jordan He cuts me off If you at least know any cost please Jordan even if I did have Friends I want to Set them up and put them on the street for you You know I don't want you to get the upset I can't I was put in a hard position at that time I don't know if I should leave or stay I knew he was in a hard time but wasn't going to do it I get up and try to leave the door unlocked He punches me in the face of a fall to the floor Start to cry Jordan what the hell are you Bitch I don't know which one you like it out there okay I don't like anybody That was the end of my life because that's what it felt like Jordan I'm sorry I can't do it right now hes banging his head on the board I don't wanna stay for too long i Start heading for the window when he pulls me back my shirt chokes me He controls me On the day You're not leaving Now he says you won't even at all He takes his hand by my head and throws me on the floor He then stands up and unzips his pants He pulls them down He lifts  my head up with his index finger Now I think you know what to do  If you don't want to look like me then you better get started .i Start crying What happened to the sympathetic loving Angel that I used to seeing him This is a different person This is the same guy's last night When we were at the lake I am not gonna ask again he says I open my mouth And move my head closer and closer  to his big bunker Go ahead please I whine .He stares in my eyes.i put it in my mouth And begin to suck. Jordan look down at me in pleasure. Jordan had took my phone he told me he will be staying at his house for the rest of the weekend His mom is out of town And no one else will be here That means His Brothers tomorrow will be going out of town as well as his other friends Interesting in Dragon Are you scary Dragon TV I want to go home I say You want to get down there again He points inside of his pants No Shut up Trading Places around the room for anything I'll get you at The Building tomorrow I'm sending I sent Yes on Sunday You start your new job Tomorrow Letter Factory not Everybody will be Grandma Home Alone I can't I can't I can't Drift player I want to get you going up there tonight So You might as well go to my mom's clothes and get some clothes I start to cry and song Ice cream for Zack I scream for my mom I spring for my dad I even screamed for Michelle None of Those People even care about you Jordan says Thank U2What are you doing I say Jordan doesn't have any pity in his eyes this time I can see his hands moving into the zipper of his pants I quickly get up and start moving myself towards his mom's closet to find some new clothes I couldn't do it again I was done I was freaking over Then Three black Mercedes-Benz Trash in front of the house They're Here for you He says You'll be back by the morning Have a good time He then pushes me out of the door I'm Standing Alone it's dark outside Two thugs in the big book you like you guys Grabbing my arms And usher me to the car door they put me in the car And they're sitting next to me Older looking version of Jordan So you must be the lucky girl He says This is not being lucky I say Not you just don't get it I just want my damn money Jesus This Beachhouse young lady I probably I don't even live in it He says So I don't get me my money today And that somebody will be Maybe we can just put it in towards this War With me and my son Please sir I just want to go home I say Don't worry After your first time you'll be absolutely fine The first street was going on Boulevard Hey computer World Scared Hickory Boulevard was where my school was I wasn't trying to run into anyone Especially there he thinks he is something that I'm not How can you see me being that kind of person I start to fight him I punched him In the Kitchen until he slapped me Everything went black I think it was unconscious I saw Zack I saw everybody waiting for me to come home I got out of the car and I ran home and I ran into Zack's arms Thing When I looked up Space Transjordan stat Everything is morphing into weird Then I woke up  i was out on the street