Michaeng Oneshot (Volume 3)

Part 1: Can't help falling in love with you

Chaeyoung's Pov:

"There she is! There she is! She looks really beautiful!.." i heard the ladies gathered in the parking lot shouting Mina's name as she went out of her car. I was just park a few cars away from her and i can see her descent from her car. Indeed she was really pretty in all aspects..the way she walks, the way she smiles to her fans who patiently waits for her everyday, the way she talks..everything about her is perfect. Who would have not fall for her anyway? The student council leader, a famous young model,none other than Mina..

I first met her when we were in our first year, we were actually neighbors and our parents are good friends to say the least. We are still in the same class in almost all the subjects we have. We used to be buddies,best of friends to say the most, we used to hang out and almost all our secrets are known by each other..but everything changed last year..last year when she found out that I was gay..

I knew I was gay even before Mina and I started to be friends with each other. At first, I wanted to out myself to her because why not? She became my bestfriend after all..but being the coward ME, i didn't and let the unfateful circumstances happen that leads to where we are now.

I fell for Mina so hard, everyday of being with her, this feelings that keeps on growing within me starts to blossom deeper. But I was so coward to admit it to her because As far I know, Mina is as straight as a ruler. Mina will never fall for girls, at the least even with Me. I was contented on loving her as her bestfriend, although i must admit..a lot of times i was crying because of jealousy when she will mention her suitors whom she will entertained once in a while. I was confused even, because she entertained a female suitor, the cheerleader of the school..Amanda.

Amanda was really beyond beautiful, a perfect example of a perfect girlfriend material. Everybody loves and allures Amanda just like everybody desires Mina. My heart was broken seeing them together before, i was confuse as to why Mina liked her in the first place, for as far as I know, she is not into girls..in all those conversations that we have about the lgbt community, she would just shrugged it off and dismissed the idea of it.  Then just one day, Mina told me that the cheerleader Amanda, likes her..in just a snap Mina agreed to go out with her.

I can't do anything about it except to support Mina's happiness. I am just a bestfriend, she doesn't know what i trully feel for her. There even came to a point where i envied Amanda, how i wish i was her, how I wish Mina would look at me the same way she does look at Amanda. But she will just look at me as her bestfriend, someone whom she can cry on, someone who will be there for her everytime.

Amanda and Mina's relationship became so famous and lasted for a year. But in every relationship, there will always be a downfall. And that downfall, I am in..A downfall that even leads to Mina's breaking our friendship too..

I found out that Amanda was cheating in Mina on the midst of their strong relationship 7 months ago. I caught her kissing a cheerdancer behind the gym where i used to practise for my badminton games. Amanda knew i caught her and that bitch threatens me that she will out Me to Mina. I don't know how she knows that I am gay? But i do believe in instincts, birds of the same feathers flocked together.

I was not afraid of being OUT..even if it takes everything. I didn't back out to a silent war Amanda started with me, i was for the truth and will fight for my bestfriend's heart.

Flasback 7 months ago..

"Why are we here chaeng? " Mina asked me. We were waiting for Amanda to come out from her practice to talk to her and let her admit what she did to Mina. I wanted Mina to know directly from Amanda what i saw, and whatever happens after this, I don't really care anymore.

Amanda came out from the locker room with the same girl she kissed, walking sweetly as they havent noticed our presence at first..I saw Mina's eyes furrowed.

"Whose that girl with her?" She asked.

"You better asked her yourself Mina" i casually replied.

Amanda turned her eyes at us and immediately approach us nervously. She was beyond surprise to even see me there with Mina.

"Hi Babe, uhm what brought you here? I thought we were gonna see each other at the cafe?" Amanda asked as she hugs Mina which Mina didnt reciprocated. Mina seriously asked her girlfriend..

"Whose that girl with you? Why are you so being clingy all of a sudden with her?" Mina irritatedly ask. Amanda became so defensive all of a sudden.

"Woah! Wait up! What's this interrogation all of a sudden? Did you make this all up chaeyoung?"

" what? What am i got to do with this Amanda? We saw you.. why would you not just tell her the truth" i lashed out. Mina's eyes widened and look at Amanda.

"What truth? What is chaeyoung talking about?"

Amanda glared at me..

"So you really wanna do this now chaeyoung huh? You will not win this war i'm telling you!" Amanda fired back. I was just calmly looking at her but i maintained my composure for Mina. She needs to know the truth..

" i don't care what games are you playing at Amanda..but Mina needs to know the truth. She doesn't deserve all of this!"

"What are you guys talking about even! Can someone answer me?!"

Mina looked at me and of course i was so afraid and i answered her..

"I ah..i saw Amanda kissing that girl after my badminton practice. She saw me but she threatened me not to tell you..i'm sorry Mina" i sincerely told her. I saw tears in Mina's eyes for the first time. Anger was seen in her eyes too. She looked at Amanda who is defensively trying to make excuses..

"Oh c'mon Mina! Don't tell me you will believe this gay bestfriend of yours! She is just jealous of Us! Because she likes you Mina" amanda fired back again. Mina was shocked and looked at me..

She looked at me in a hurt confused shocked state i never saw her before..but before she brings her attention to me.. she wanted to know the cheating part of Amanda.

"Just tell me the truth Amanda..DID YOU CHEAT on me with that girl? Just answer me!" Mina raised her voice..amanda looks down and nods her head. Mina's tears fell down from her eyes and i can't do anything even how to comfort her.

" i'm sorry Mina but we need to stop what we have" amanda told her and left without saying goodbye. Mina was left dumbfounded and let her tears fell while she cried sitting on the bench.
I stayed with Mina until she stop crying. She was silent. The most awkward silence she and I had for the longest in our relationship.

"Is this true? What Amanda said that you are gay?" She suddenly speaks not looking at me. I became nervous and fear starts to sink me in.

"Y-yes its true.." i answered quietly almost whispering but she heard it..

"Did you love me more than a friend?" She asked again the dreaded question i feared her to know..

I became silent..at lost for words, my heart starts to beat so fast that my vision starts to blurry..

"I am asking you a questioned chaeyoung..did you love me?" She asked now raising her voice a little enough for me to hear.

I look at her with tears in my eyes as i confess what she needed to hear..

"Y-yes i did and i..do love you until now..I'm sorry for hiding it to you.i didnt-" i was not finish to explain when she suddenly gets up and looked at me and said..

"Save it! I dont need anymore lies in my life" she told me,her gaze burns me and she suddenly left me without saying anything more..

Present time..

That's what happened between us, after that unfateful event..Mina avoided me at her best. She refused to talk to me no matter what i did. Even small conversations i would initiate,she would deny me the chance. But whenever i had the chance, i still do talk to her and be there for her, even though i know that i am just breaking my heart for her. I understand she despised me, but i cannot give up. I still hope for the best for us and reconciled with her even just for our friendship..